matt<3ketamine
Bluelighter
Im sorry to have to report that specialK, an old skool n.irish BLer and one my 2 best friends in life, has passed away and now, i have no more child hood friends left alive.
Some of you old skoolers know who this legend was or under another handle but if you know any of us northern irish crew, you knew his, this legend was one of my best friends
unfortunately, i learnt yesterday, he was found by his older brother face down in his bed unresponsive.
He had a very bad ketamine problem, was getting into pregabalin, once saying had finished a single strip of 15 overnight. i will update when toxicology is known of exactly what it was. He was trying to stop the ket but it had a very strong pull on him, i mean me n him were practically k-hole buddies whilst everyone else was obsessed with pre-ban meph.
I've lost most my friends now that had been there since i was a wee goth 12 y/o standing at city hall I met him from school and we knew mutual friends in town so when he got moved to sit beside me in history class, 2nd year - thats where we became psychonauts - learning about the chemistry behind them, and our chemistry classes were discussing the history of whatever it was, ironically, our history classes were 'what should we try get a hold of this weekend?'
He had been having organ problems for a while, caused by ket and was treating it...with ket. Us as a friend group got really concerned, me n my fella had been through scag addiction but this was a different beast it seemed, as it had him hooked in, psychologically addicted, with him.
He was an incredible friend to me for years and years, we both went through our ups n downs and were there trying to help the other - he had my back against my other 'friends' during my heroin addiction, as did my other, passed on, best friend - snowball. but he wasn't on here.
i don't have any childhood friends any more. only my memories are my proof. i didn't want to wake up this morning, knowing it wasn't an awful nightmare.
Atleast the two of my best friends may be raving away somewhere else and ill be there in a bit but specialK was a part of this community, during the pre-ban meph days - we met lots of other BLer's, esp the down south irish. bogman, mugz, red arrow, @Acid4Blood he told me you's spoke a bit. im sorry to have to tell ya this, here.
RIP SpecialK/Kyletek
Some of you old skoolers know who this legend was or under another handle but if you know any of us northern irish crew, you knew his, this legend was one of my best friends
unfortunately, i learnt yesterday, he was found by his older brother face down in his bed unresponsive.
He had a very bad ketamine problem, was getting into pregabalin, once saying had finished a single strip of 15 overnight. i will update when toxicology is known of exactly what it was. He was trying to stop the ket but it had a very strong pull on him, i mean me n him were practically k-hole buddies whilst everyone else was obsessed with pre-ban meph.
I've lost most my friends now that had been there since i was a wee goth 12 y/o standing at city hall I met him from school and we knew mutual friends in town so when he got moved to sit beside me in history class, 2nd year - thats where we became psychonauts - learning about the chemistry behind them, and our chemistry classes were discussing the history of whatever it was, ironically, our history classes were 'what should we try get a hold of this weekend?'
He had been having organ problems for a while, caused by ket and was treating it...with ket. Us as a friend group got really concerned, me n my fella had been through scag addiction but this was a different beast it seemed, as it had him hooked in, psychologically addicted, with him.
He was an incredible friend to me for years and years, we both went through our ups n downs and were there trying to help the other - he had my back against my other 'friends' during my heroin addiction, as did my other, passed on, best friend - snowball. but he wasn't on here.
i don't have any childhood friends any more. only my memories are my proof. i didn't want to wake up this morning, knowing it wasn't an awful nightmare.
Atleast the two of my best friends may be raving away somewhere else and ill be there in a bit but specialK was a part of this community, during the pre-ban meph days - we met lots of other BLer's, esp the down south irish. bogman, mugz, red arrow, @Acid4Blood he told me you's spoke a bit. im sorry to have to tell ya this, here.
RIP SpecialK/Kyletek
