I find it odd how I had a dreaded feeling, came on Bluelight and saw this thread. I'm honestly pretty devastated about this. Martin mate, you were a fucking legend even though we only got to spend a festival together I really appreciate all the good times we had both then and talking online. You were someone I considered a true friend, anytime I needed someone I could talk to in confidence you were available and willing and I hope you'd know it was the same.
I actually saved a message you'd wrote to me a few days back there. After I'd had a really hard time due to drugs, you knew exactly how I felt and I will in remembrance of you stick to the advice you've gave me. Really helped me mate and I regret not being online the past few days for a chat on our lives but if you knew why you'd have been happy for me. I'm going to miss our chats, the advice you had and just hearing of your general antics mate.
Regardless of any fuckers here who ever had anything to say one of the soundest people I ever met who had plenty of interesting stories and plain up brilliant for coming over to that festival and meeting all us BLrs. RIP Martin fucking legend, I'm gonah have a drink for you tomorrow mate, maybe I'll find that k cider. I don't know what to say more to this, maybe I'll return and repost later on reflection of all this. Rest in peace mate.
Edit: An Ireland BL meetup in memory of Mugz is definitely on the cards. PM if interested any, should know who I am.
I'm so sorry to hear this. He was a troubled soul, and I can't help but think if he had have gotten some help with his issues things might have turned out differently.
Such sad news, for one so young in body and mind, whatever happened I hope he has found some of the peace that has alluded him of late.
I almost quotes the bible (full of liable) as there are some words in Matthew about the innocence of children that I remember, but Martin's innocence was obvious to all.
I'm not big with words so a quote it is :-
Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealously. The shadow of greed, that is.