mushi mushi 88
Bluelighter
Hi Guys, Girls and everything in between,
I have returned to BL once again but, with questions totally opposite to what I was in search for previously.
Some of you may or may not know that I have used, consumed and abused copious amounts of drugs in the past and now; I believe it's time to try and reverse the damage I have done to my brain.
I'm trying to make myself smarter so I can climb the corporate ladder and make a mark on the world with the skills I posses, the only issue is, I feel I have done a lot of damage to my brain and I feel I could do a lot better if I had the full potential of my brain at my disposal.
Is there anybody out their that may know ways to help reverse the effects that drugs have done to my brain, or alternatively, a way to rebuild by brain and make myself more intelligent starting from now?
Oh I'll outlay some detail below to give anybody who might know a solution a rough idea of things:
Sex: Male.
Age: 23.
Occupations: Marketing Coordinator & Kitesurfing Instructor.
Drugs Consumed:
LSD, LSA, 2c-b, 2c-i, 2c-e, 2ct7, 5-MeO-DMT, NN-DMT, Methyl-amphetamine, cocaine, crack-cocaine, heroin, GBL, GHB, shrooms, marijuana, oxycodone, MDMA, MDEA, MDBD, ketamine, 4-MMC, amphetamines, bk-MDMA, opium, along with a wide array of pharmaceuticals...
Details of Drugs Abused:
Cocaine - Used apx 3.5 - 7 grams every week for about 4.5 months.
Methyl-amphetamines - Used apx 2 - 3 grams every week for about 12 months then stopped for 3 years and started using again apx 2 - 4 grams a week for about 8 months and now I'm off it for good.
GBL - Used apx 200 - 350 mL a month for about 8 months.
MDMA - Used apx 10 - 20 pills a week for about 3 years (as you can imagine they stopped working on me) I had a break from that for about 2.5 years and started using crystal MDMA of about 1 - 2 grams a week for about 6 months.
Marijuana - I stopped smoking marijuana about 3 or 4 years ago due to the effects of hearing voice when I consumed it... Before that though I use to be a 'stoner' as such.
All the others I haven't really used to much of, I guess I used them in more moderation I'll list out a little bit below of the amounts I used over the 8 years I've consumed drugs.
LSD - apx 40 hits
Ketamine - apx 30 grams
2c-x combined - apx 25 hits
Oxycodone - apx 40 grams
I should probably also note the things I have started doing to try and kick start a replenishment of my brains health. I've started doing regular exercise, including: bike riding, weights, yoga, walking, kitesurfing. Stopped drug use all together last year, including alcohol. Working a lot of hours to try and keep my brain busy, when I mean a lot I mean, 50 hours Mon - Fri and taking work home with me, along with working as a kitesurfing instructor some weekends and finally I try to read books when I have a chance.
That's all I've taken upon myself to start so far so any suggestions at all would be very much appreciated, whether they are big or small I'm willing to give anything a go if it will improve my intellect.
Thanks everyone in advance for any input you may have or for even reading this and thinking about
Cheers,
Mushi.
EDIT: I forgot to add I've got a bunch or piracetam as well if anyone thinks that may help at all...?
I have returned to BL once again but, with questions totally opposite to what I was in search for previously.
Some of you may or may not know that I have used, consumed and abused copious amounts of drugs in the past and now; I believe it's time to try and reverse the damage I have done to my brain.
I'm trying to make myself smarter so I can climb the corporate ladder and make a mark on the world with the skills I posses, the only issue is, I feel I have done a lot of damage to my brain and I feel I could do a lot better if I had the full potential of my brain at my disposal.
Is there anybody out their that may know ways to help reverse the effects that drugs have done to my brain, or alternatively, a way to rebuild by brain and make myself more intelligent starting from now?
Oh I'll outlay some detail below to give anybody who might know a solution a rough idea of things:
Sex: Male.
Age: 23.
Occupations: Marketing Coordinator & Kitesurfing Instructor.
Drugs Consumed:
LSD, LSA, 2c-b, 2c-i, 2c-e, 2ct7, 5-MeO-DMT, NN-DMT, Methyl-amphetamine, cocaine, crack-cocaine, heroin, GBL, GHB, shrooms, marijuana, oxycodone, MDMA, MDEA, MDBD, ketamine, 4-MMC, amphetamines, bk-MDMA, opium, along with a wide array of pharmaceuticals...
Details of Drugs Abused:
Cocaine - Used apx 3.5 - 7 grams every week for about 4.5 months.
Methyl-amphetamines - Used apx 2 - 3 grams every week for about 12 months then stopped for 3 years and started using again apx 2 - 4 grams a week for about 8 months and now I'm off it for good.
GBL - Used apx 200 - 350 mL a month for about 8 months.
MDMA - Used apx 10 - 20 pills a week for about 3 years (as you can imagine they stopped working on me) I had a break from that for about 2.5 years and started using crystal MDMA of about 1 - 2 grams a week for about 6 months.
Marijuana - I stopped smoking marijuana about 3 or 4 years ago due to the effects of hearing voice when I consumed it... Before that though I use to be a 'stoner' as such.
All the others I haven't really used to much of, I guess I used them in more moderation I'll list out a little bit below of the amounts I used over the 8 years I've consumed drugs.
LSD - apx 40 hits
Ketamine - apx 30 grams
2c-x combined - apx 25 hits
Oxycodone - apx 40 grams
I should probably also note the things I have started doing to try and kick start a replenishment of my brains health. I've started doing regular exercise, including: bike riding, weights, yoga, walking, kitesurfing. Stopped drug use all together last year, including alcohol. Working a lot of hours to try and keep my brain busy, when I mean a lot I mean, 50 hours Mon - Fri and taking work home with me, along with working as a kitesurfing instructor some weekends and finally I try to read books when I have a chance.
That's all I've taken upon myself to start so far so any suggestions at all would be very much appreciated, whether they are big or small I'm willing to give anything a go if it will improve my intellect.
Thanks everyone in advance for any input you may have or for even reading this and thinking about

Cheers,
Mushi.
EDIT: I forgot to add I've got a bunch or piracetam as well if anyone thinks that may help at all...?
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