Hey guy,
I'm a naturally kinda wired up high (Type A personality high achiever etcetc)- so when I bother to try I can go really well, probably is I lack discipline an tht source of conflict is not that hard to fix
But whether I'm wired up cause of exams, or got nothing to do I find it really hard to unwind and relax. There's the gym which I've taken very serious I was 15% bf 60kg now 10% at 90kg over years of dedication but I feel like I want something more.
I started freaking over my exams and my doc gave me all these xanax and zopiclomne to help me sleep which is great because a good nights sleep = a good gym work out = good study done for the day = less likely to need drugs
BUT when I just lie and chill in bed to listen to music, talk to you guys, buy stuff; any random shit on the net I find an element of frustration attached to it. I took 0.25mg of xanax and I feel much much more calmer and almost feel prepared to do the things I've been meaning to do on the internet that I hold off
Any ideas to have that nice feeling on xanax, but not on it haha? I dont want a high I just dont want to feel frustrated, annoying, irratable and therefor less likely to do something productive
I'm a naturally kinda wired up high (Type A personality high achiever etcetc)- so when I bother to try I can go really well, probably is I lack discipline an tht source of conflict is not that hard to fix
But whether I'm wired up cause of exams, or got nothing to do I find it really hard to unwind and relax. There's the gym which I've taken very serious I was 15% bf 60kg now 10% at 90kg over years of dedication but I feel like I want something more.
I started freaking over my exams and my doc gave me all these xanax and zopiclomne to help me sleep which is great because a good nights sleep = a good gym work out = good study done for the day = less likely to need drugs
BUT when I just lie and chill in bed to listen to music, talk to you guys, buy stuff; any random shit on the net I find an element of frustration attached to it. I took 0.25mg of xanax and I feel much much more calmer and almost feel prepared to do the things I've been meaning to do on the internet that I hold off
Any ideas to have that nice feeling on xanax, but not on it haha? I dont want a high I just dont want to feel frustrated, annoying, irratable and therefor less likely to do something productive
