My first pill...
My first pill was a blue barrel in June of 2003. I have heard people claim that these contained PMA but I can say that either there were two batches, or that it's bullshit because my experience was _definitely_ MDMA.
I knew absolutely nothing about ecstasy. Nothing about it's effects, how it worked, nothing. I had half a little blue pill and half an hour later was feeling nothing and was pretty unimpressed with the whole thing. Half an hour later I was given another half and then...
Friend of mine sitting next to me grabs my hand and starts squeezing it saying 'How's that feel?' .... Suddenly I feel the most amazing RUSH...
'That feels...fucken awesome' I manage to mumble...
My memory of the next few hours is a blur. I totally lost it. I was so loved I was was out of control, begging people to let me cover them in hand moisturiser, at one stage I rubbed my face against that of a mate...I fiddled with my own hands so much that the next morning my joints were swollen and I couldn't carry stuff properly.
I've had good strong pills since then, but that is the most lovey I have ever been. In hindsight it was a bit embarassing to be that uncontrollably loved up and trying to molest everyone in the room, but oh well, all in good fun.