I think one of the things that psychedelics and dissociatives taught me is that personal belief is a far greater power than all religions combined, look for what it is you believe - just because there isn't a church that agrees with you doesn't make your beliefs wrong. I disagree with organised religion, and I think finding your own true path - whether that be atheist, agnostic, following a religion, or forming your own beliefs - is something only you, and you alone can do.
There are no right or wrong beliefs, there are only right beliefs for each one of us.