Well, I got back from my daily NA meeting, and they had questions about the "steps" today. It was something about being tolerant to the spiritual/ religion aspect of the steps. I had to pass, because I have some fucked up views.
Is therea god? I don't know and I really don't give a shit. If there is, he/she is one fucked up being. I have a lot of experience with death, and it seems like it happends to the best people.
Take Jeff. Jeff was a good friend of mine when we were 14-16. He would have been a good friend now but god had other plans. This guy wasn't a punk like me in no way. He did good in school, loved life and was a prime example of the good child.
Well god's plans said FUCK YOU to him and gasve him leukemia. This happends quiet a lot. He battled for the years I knew him. He got better, was out of the hospital and than..... BAMMMM. It came back and killed him. I love you brother.
Take Chris. Chris wasn't such a saint, but he was a good kid. He never harmed anyone, shit he helped everyone he could. We would party and have fun, if someone was gettign too violent, he stop it. Well god's plans didn't include in chris turning 18. He got hit by a car. Love you brother.
These are just 2 examplrs. I got more, but I am starting to cry.
So is there a god? If there is a god, he can go FUCK him/herself!!!!!
I dont mean to bash anyone elses views. I am just very bitter.
Is therea god? I don't know and I really don't give a shit. If there is, he/she is one fucked up being. I have a lot of experience with death, and it seems like it happends to the best people.
Take Jeff. Jeff was a good friend of mine when we were 14-16. He would have been a good friend now but god had other plans. This guy wasn't a punk like me in no way. He did good in school, loved life and was a prime example of the good child.
Well god's plans said FUCK YOU to him and gasve him leukemia. This happends quiet a lot. He battled for the years I knew him. He got better, was out of the hospital and than..... BAMMMM. It came back and killed him. I love you brother.
Take Chris. Chris wasn't such a saint, but he was a good kid. He never harmed anyone, shit he helped everyone he could. We would party and have fun, if someone was gettign too violent, he stop it. Well god's plans didn't include in chris turning 18. He got hit by a car. Love you brother.
These are just 2 examplrs. I got more, but I am starting to cry.
So is there a god? If there is a god, he can go FUCK him/herself!!!!!
I dont mean to bash anyone elses views. I am just very bitter.