so i just relapsed for the second time in 9 months. it h appened when i came on this site asking for ways to get drugs. i kno it probably sounds stupid but i feel horrible.
its crazy cause i read some of the responces in my otherand it made me think. i was so far into addiction i robbed a fucking pharmacy. i mean ive been sober anad doing drug councelling every day for the past 9 months. and i got one thought of trying to get drugs and reacted on it. it sucks so bad cause i dont know if i can trust myself.
that's a horrible feeling i mean i let my guard down. i mean im in prison now. and i got good news thatt i get out october 200th and will just have to do probation until january. like i said it sounds stupid, but ive only relapsed once when i took extacy for the first time a couple months ago in here that didnt suck as bad because it was so horrible that i never did ex again even when i had the chance. so is there anyone out there that can relate to what im saying...or am i making no sense
its crazy cause i read some of the responces in my otherand it made me think. i was so far into addiction i robbed a fucking pharmacy. i mean ive been sober anad doing drug councelling every day for the past 9 months. and i got one thought of trying to get drugs and reacted on it. it sucks so bad cause i dont know if i can trust myself.
that's a horrible feeling i mean i let my guard down. i mean im in prison now. and i got good news thatt i get out october 200th and will just have to do probation until january. like i said it sounds stupid, but ive only relapsed once when i took extacy for the first time a couple months ago in here that didnt suck as bad because it was so horrible that i never did ex again even when i had the chance. so is there anyone out there that can relate to what im saying...or am i making no sense