seriously. the tattoo on my left wrist that reads "DISCIPLINE" that i got maybe 6 months ago definitely has great meaning in my life. i just spent a month doing physical training at an intensity that would make a Marine Corps drill sergeant weep. i literally went from zero to fevered pitch--140 push ups in morning, 5k run, then weight training, and, oddly enough, once i'm burned from that i volunteer at the local humane society to socialize (ie. play) wif kittehs LOL. my goal is to become an amateur boxer in the cruiserweight class, just under 200lbs. if you think i'm too old to do this--AND I'M NOT--then fuck man, i mean, the heavyweight world champ is THIRTY FIVE, but to be FAIR he might not actually be human. i wrote this little piece about him....even if you don't like boxing you might get a LOL
http://surthrival.deviantart.com/journal/The-Heavyweight-World-Champion-is-a-Cyborg-307015212
i may actually write a book about what i've been through recently in my life....like getting Baker Acted while sane because i basically called out this drug treatment place on their bullshit. http://surthrival.deviantart.com/journal/Fragments-from-Hell-303398297
or saving some punkass wannabe gangster 18 year old kid from going back to jail:
http://surthrival.deviantart.com/journal/Saved-Kid-From-Jail-Repays-Favor-With-SHIT-304459315
here is what i look like today, by the way:
http://surthrival.deviantart.com/#/d52yl3h
thought you might appreciate it, bluelight. i try to share my enthusiasm and strength and hope to all i'm able to reach....i mean, life is so fuckin beautiful now! the transformation i went through is truly miraculous, if such a word is ever to have real meaning
i can't fucking wait to be too cut and sexy to ignore. i already see a change in the way people (HOT CHICKS) react to me. i'm sure it has to do with not only looking better, but also feeling a new level of confidence and power and comfort in my own skin that i haven't had.....in......maybe 14 years? getting off psych meds and pwning noobs with my fists = WIN
when my friend Mia told me "you are made of WIN" it was quite accurate, and also one of the sweetest things a s.o. has ever said to me :D
http://surthrival.deviantart.com/journal/The-Heavyweight-World-Champion-is-a-Cyborg-307015212
i may actually write a book about what i've been through recently in my life....like getting Baker Acted while sane because i basically called out this drug treatment place on their bullshit. http://surthrival.deviantart.com/journal/Fragments-from-Hell-303398297
or saving some punkass wannabe gangster 18 year old kid from going back to jail:
http://surthrival.deviantart.com/journal/Saved-Kid-From-Jail-Repays-Favor-With-SHIT-304459315
here is what i look like today, by the way:
http://surthrival.deviantart.com/#/d52yl3h
thought you might appreciate it, bluelight. i try to share my enthusiasm and strength and hope to all i'm able to reach....i mean, life is so fuckin beautiful now! the transformation i went through is truly miraculous, if such a word is ever to have real meaning
i can't fucking wait to be too cut and sexy to ignore. i already see a change in the way people (HOT CHICKS) react to me. i'm sure it has to do with not only looking better, but also feeling a new level of confidence and power and comfort in my own skin that i haven't had.....in......maybe 14 years? getting off psych meds and pwning noobs with my fists = WIN
when my friend Mia told me "you are made of WIN" it was quite accurate, and also one of the sweetest things a s.o. has ever said to me :D