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Rehab Chronicles

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Yeah my parents are basically disgusted with me after seeing the kind of people I've associated with over the years. After the first couple years of being in and out of rehab/detox, they stopped coming to visit because the whole thing/people sickened them.
 
^yea my mom came to visit me in rehab once...once i started going to jail she was like youre on your own. At least i could always find some kind soul to bail me out when the magistrate granted bail. Probably for the best she never saw me, i remember one time i was withdrawing so bad, my hair was a matted mess from no shower for 5 days and tossing and turning in the bed all day each day made it a rats nest and makeup running down my face like some "heroin chic" ad cos we had no soap. and scrubs that were so big the elastic wouldnt even hold them on my hips and the top kept falling off my shoulder. I was like 95lbs also from tweaking so much. the deputy (god i hate that word you hear it so much in la county) said i looked like i was from the exorcist. So happy no one would visit me in jail!
 
I don't know why some men think it's ok to abuse females, it disgusts me. A few of the stories I heard in treatment really stuck with me, one almost exactly like one Scag told. To hear a person talking about how this was done to them tears you to the core that someone could do that to another person. And there were other people in treatment who looked down on the person for having this done to them... It made me reconsider someone I thought was a friend when I heard his reaction.
Through them I was able to realize we have to share our demons to be able to conquer them.
A pain shared IS a pain lessened.

Those terrible things have stayed with me. Along with seeing people shoot up, scars, and fucked up lives. They've helped me stay from some of the darker side of addiction too, because I saw where it could lead before I ever got close.
But a lot of my memories of rehab are pretty positive, considering I didn't want to go either time and didn't think I needed to. Some really funny things, and some things that helped me learn about myself and life.
Saw a guy fall out into a seizure in my very first NA meeting.
 
The rehab I went to had had a mix-up. Apparently one time a local company had accidently delivered a ketamine anaschetic cream as samples to all the junkies. When everyone figured out what it, was they all shoved either ate the cream or stuck it up their ass. The rehab found out and sent a couple people to the hospital who were probably just really high.

One time I was getting searched as I entered a rehab. The intake guy asked me if I had anything hidden under my underwear. I said "my balls sir."

One time going through rehab I was on so much Seroquel and psych meds I was in a comma the whole time.
 
^a syringe of bleach? Theres gotta be less painful ways....

In my 'hab we werent allowed to have razors, and being a girl, its annoying having a big bush. We would have "art therapy" on the weekends and theyd let us check out little kids scissors. Id go in the corner of the room and trime my pubes w the scissors. I went around flashin my newly trimmed cat and everyone was buggin me to know how i trimmed it. I told everyone of my genius idea and soon everyone was going to the corner or the art supply closet, which was more discreet, trimmin their pubez.

Laughin' my freakin' ass off...that is too funny!
 
One of my friends just got out of rehab, and another went in.
Actually, most of my friends recently went to rehab.. all around the same time.. Kinda strange now that I think about it.
Anyways, I'll probably ask them what their rehab stay was like.. and if anything interesting comes along.. I'll post it here in this thread. lol
 
I forgot about this one old man who happened to be in a wheel chair. He was in a wheel chair because he was smoking crack while standing on a ladder and fell down.

He was there against his will and once he realized he couldn't escape he did the only logical thing a person would do in that situation. He began to throw his feces and urinate in the direction of any nurse that tried to approach him. Not sure how they got him to quit throwing his own shit.
 
I forgot about this one old man who happened to be in a wheel chair. He was in a wheel chair because he was smoking crack while standing on a ladder and fell down.

He was there against his will and once he realized he couldn't escape he did the only logical thing a person would do in that situation. He began to throw his feces and urinate in the direction of any nurse that tried to approach him. Not sure how they got him to quit throwing his own shit.

dude, that may get him released from there but def. puts him somewhere else for sure.
 
^ Throwing your own excrement probly lands one in the "bam bam room" of the nearest crazy house
 
They never kicked him out for some reason. He eventually started coming to AA meetings, but hardly said a word to anyone.

I have a million stories about that place.
 
I have a million stories about that place.

It starts to fade after a while for me, not such a burning memory. I was really angry at my first rehab, both at how I ended up there and how they treated the patients, so I did whatever I could to make my stay my own. Second time as well, but I was less angry, more willing to take it as a vacation (and easier cause they weren't emotionally abusing us). But it all starts to fade after a while, and I can pick out certain stories or memories if I want to but it's not all right there like it once was.. probably cause I don't want to think about that since I feel a bit guilty of my using pattern at the moment..
 
he threw shit and urine and they didnt kick him out? well, let me tell you something about junkies/addicts.. THEY LIE! I've been to enough places to know EVERY FUCKING RULE THERE IS and if you are doing that shit you are GONE unless in a nut-house, which I was there myself.

so, its either he didnt DO SHIT (pun intended) or he MADE SHIT UP (another pun intended - on fire).
 
dude, that may get him released from there but def. puts him somewhere else for sure.

Naw, that throwing shit thing seems to be a pretty common thing to do for quite a few elderly people who are somewhere that they dont want to be!. I guess it is their way of showing how pissed they are at the situation when they have nothing else to fight back with. I have worked at quite a few nursing homes (old folks homes) over the years and you would be surprised at how frequently that happens..

That and seems like I had quite a few who would open a drawer and take a dump in there too...like in the clothes drawer.
 
Naw, that throwing shit thing seems to be a pretty common thing to do for quite a few elderly people who are somewhere that they dont want to be!. I guess it is their way of showing how pissed they are at the situation when they have nothing else to fight back with. I have worked at quite a few nursing homes (old folks homes) over the years and you would be surprised at how frequently that happens..

That and seems like I had quite a few who would open a drawer and take a dump in there too...like in the clothes drawer.

But those are old demented people, not some angry crackhead on the mend against his will. Some are so mentally gone, its like they are on the mental level of monkeys, which may explain the flinging of their feces. I've known a few nursing home patients who did this, plus another who just like to play with it and always had it caked under his finger nails...damn nasty.
 
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