regrets

[drea]

can you see my silhouette
when i stand in these shadows
leering at you from behind some pathetic prayer
oh, just to reel you in again
to taste that salt
to feel, to kiss that innocent beginning
you caught me still bleeding
a slick of iron is all i was
raw
my fright, my lunacy
and our ultimate demise
sent me back to the bushes
to count your mistakes
and praise my own pain
to make myself a martyr once again
to make myself a hero to myself
to make myself
nothing of importance
and so i step down from this pedestal
ive taken off my clothes and im standing in the cold
honest, truthful
honest
honestly.
my beggars hands offer nothing but a wish
my simple mind divulging only truths
so i spill
and i spill
a whole new blood
for my old news dreams
and my ancient mistakes
and i hope for erasers
and whiteout, and tape
to fix, correct, mend, and straighten
your thoughts
to make them about me
this real me.
beshadowed and scared
but finally, real.
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there is freedom within/ there is freedom without/ try to catch the deluge in a paper cup/ theres a battle ahead/many battles are lost/but youll never see the end of the road when youre traveling with me....NF.

 

[Crowe]

 

[luvat1stroll]

I too wonder if he'll ever think of me as much as i do of him. I understand your position and I hope that one day, for both our sakes, these blind men will open their eyes and see the light.