sonicwhite
Bluelighter
Ok, so I took cotton and used water and lyrica put it in a spoon and added water. I pull the syringe back and infested into a vein in the wrist I think. I have a small bump but a major rush. I don't know if I hit a vein it's my first time doing it. I feel shaky but awake like I have swallowed twenty lyrica with a Pepsi.
I'm not proud of this. I did this out of sheer torment that I was bored and had nothing else to do. The rush is calming down but I'm worried I missed. I have OCD so I'm going to obsess about this. I'm scared because I told myself and everyone else I would never do this. I feel like the scum of the earth even tho I do not judge those who do it.
Can someone assure me I'm fine?
I'm not proud of this. I did this out of sheer torment that I was bored and had nothing else to do. The rush is calming down but I'm worried I missed. I have OCD so I'm going to obsess about this. I'm scared because I told myself and everyone else I would never do this. I feel like the scum of the earth even tho I do not judge those who do it.
Can someone assure me I'm fine?
