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My time is up

I don't know what it is,probably a combination of cash flow and just sick of the game but I think its time for me to give quitting the gear a real try.
I'm in my 40's now and just am fed up of wasting cash and only ever thinking of gear rather than looking for something better in my life.
I need a change, I was even considering packing a bag & just living rough somewhere but luckily I realised that isn't such a clever idea.
Can't explain it but I just got to give it a go while I feel like this.
Will still pop in to see how you all doing.
Fingers crossed I can do it this time.
 
maxalfie said:
I don't know what it is,probably a combination of cash flow and just sick of the game but I think its time for me to give quitting the gear a real try.
I'm in my 40's now and just am fed up of wasting cash and only ever thinking of gear rather than looking for something better in my life.
I need a change, I was even considering packing a bag & just living rough somewhere but luckily I realised that isn't such a clever idea.
Can't explain it but I just got to give it a go while I feel like this.
Will still pop in to see how you all doing.

I had those thoughts when i hit 30 then again at 40 and im 50 next year and have resigned myself to a life time of taking gear not like when i was younger and banging up x6 a day but week/weeks long binges then on the 'done for a while maybe some oxy's.BUT i have a half way decent job,house and family so i have to keep a hold on my using and to be honest after a few weeks i get genuinely bored of it so taking heroin breaks isnt to hard these days.

The lush stuff i have now is v strong but it doesnt hold you very long -just had to sneak off to the bog for a crafty toot as the sniffles started, got some for the morning then will take my pills for a week or so.
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Might be wrong thread but does anyone else get opiate headaches while on them? Feels like someones got a vice round my head on my temples being tightened, drank loads but n joy
 
maxalfie said:
I don't know what it is,probably a combination of cash flow and just sick of the game but I think its time for me to give quitting the gear a real try.
I'm in my 40's now and just am fed up of wasting cash and only ever thinking of gear rather than looking for something better in my life.
I need a change, I was even considering packing a bag & just living rough somewhere but luckily I realised that isn't such a clever idea.
Can't explain it but I just got to give it a go while I feel like this.
Will still pop in to see how you all doing.
Fingers crossed I can do it this time.
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Best of luck with giving up Maxalfie! :) You sound very determinant & that is the best time to take the bull by the horns & give up! You will save a load of cash & you'll feel better all round!

Since the drought i haven't gone back to daily using, now i only use for about 4 days out of every 14 days, although lately i'm really broke so i've cut back to only using 2 days out of every 14 days. I thought i'd have stacks of cash when i cut back, but i don't really. BUT i'm not in debt any-more, the rent & bills are paid & i have cash to buy clothes/books/nice things! :)

It took me a while to get used to not using every day, if it wasn't for the drought i would have never done it, after a while you just get into a routine of NOT using, soon it starts to feel normal, you stop thinking constantly about heroin, in time you stop obsessing about it! You'll find other things to do besides the usual getting cash together / searching for good gear / scoring / using.....

I really hope you stay as strong as you are now! Sometimes something clicks in your head & you think thats it, i've had enough, its time for a change! I turned 40 this year & that was a big turning point for me, i'd really love to give up altogether by the end of the year.

So i hope it goes well for you, if you really put your mind to it you will do it! If you get bad cravings don't run out & score straight away, just wait instead, say to yourself that your gonna give it an hour before you score, see how you feel after a while. Hopefully hours will turn into days & days into weeks! If you have extra cash try spend it on something else before you get cravings. Pay off bills or even better buy yourself something nice, reward yourself! Try to keep your self busy going into town, walks on the beach, meeting non using mates, plan your days out the night before & stick to your plans.

Jaysus listen to me! you'd think i didn't use at all, i wish that i could practice what i preach!!! ;) But you sound like your i a good frame of mind Maxalfie, use that strength to get through this! I think your right to not pack your bags & live rough, its coming into winter you don't need that kind of hassle! Instead spoil your self! Threat yourself to something else besides gear! I don't know what its like were you live, but things have never recovered fully since the drought in Dublin, so is all a big waste of time & a waste of money anyway!!!

I know that you probably won't want to be spending much time on this thread if your knocking the gear on the head, but do drop back in & let us know how your doing! Best of luck mate!!! Take Care!!! <3

Hi Colourfulkronos! :) No i never get head aches while using gear, but i often get an awful head ache just like you describe when i stop using after a few days of constant using. Are you sleeping properly? Nothing worse then a bad headache, would it be a stress headache? Scoring can be stressful at times!
 
There is some real rocket fuel (yes, I know, but it's not a cliché if it's true) about in Chesterfield (and therefore presumably Sheffield) at the moment. It's going for double the usual price, but three times the strength.

Last weekend, I managed to make myself and a friend quite poorly with it (and incidentally brought on the worst withdrawals I have ever faced, which were not made any better by the natural consequences of not being able to go to the toilet for 48 hours). It's a light tan powder, melts at once into a deep amber / brown beetle that runs smoothly, leaving few turds and a minimal frazzle; and the stuff that condenses on the end of the tooter is homogeneous (none of that stuff around the edges that you sometimes get with inferior gear). This is truly stonacious; like (and again, I know this is overused, but it really is) pre-drought. And in the case of someone who has subconsciously adapted their smoking technique to cope with what has been passing for heroin recently, with the potential for some serious knocking-off of socks -- I can easily imagine someone hospitalising themself (or worse) if they tried to take it intravenously without smoking a small amount of it first to assess its purity. I'm completely needle-phobic anyway, and even if I wasn't, I'd like to think I would have the nous to subject an unknown substance to a qualitative assay before shooting it into my veins, but that's not an easy hypothetical situation to translate to real life.

Well, now I'm over the worst (I got one of those false all-clears, as my endorphin production peaked above normal to mild euphoria and then dropped off again like an exponentially-decaying sine wave, causing a second light cluck; somehow I managed to summon up the strength from somewhere not to delay the inevitable by scoring and using again) and I actually managed to go and score some of this dynamite for a third party, without sampling it for myself.

Needless to say, I made her fully aware what she was letting herself in for before making my excuses and leaving. She also prefers to inhale rather than inject, so the worst that can happen to her is she nods out in mid-toke.

As for me, it's not goodbye forever to Lady B; just that being sober for a while will make a refreshing change from what has basically been a Summer-long bender.
 
Wow This thread has really slowed down...and after everyone crying out for gear during the drought now most seem to be saying they are going to stop, we are mad bunch us addicts but just a thought provoking statistic for you only 4% of users manage to stop and stay off gear after 2 or more years of using - so good luck to you all, on the other hand look at the number of people who have given up fags since all the price increases and health scare adverts....so who knows maybe that 4% will increase.
For me I'm comfortable with my using like I said and see a future of continued use albeit in short runs - thanks to the universal enabler, methadone.
 
Probably gonna see what's about today.

Some people 'round here were recently knocking out actual heroin for 20 quid a point.
A friend of mine OD'd on the stuff.

Other peeps are still getting 70-80 a g for v low purity around here.

Dunno what happened to the expanding firms, making business down this way. Miss those old prices.
 
blondin said:
TBH once your use to heroin and rush it gives neither comes close (IMO) I'd say oxy lasts a bit longer but dilluadid - at the right dose probably gives a better rush, if its the rush yer chasing nothing comes anywhere near a speedball and a fairly close second, would be diconal (rare as hens teeth)
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Problem is, I don't think the 'gear' people are selling is worthy of being called heroin.

At least dillies and such are what they say they are. I guess the proof will be in the pudding. :)

EDIT: Just back from a mission and given a sorter.

I wish I'd declined the offer. God knows what I'm putting in my veins. It certainly isn't morphine diacetate.

Barely felt anything off a good 90mgs. It's ridiculous people actually pay good money for the shite.

People doing 250 - 500mgs in 1 shot says it all. Must be about 10% pure. :|
 
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Mixing cyclizine and morphine IV almost always seems to push me into overdose territory. I don't know if one potentiates the other or what? Euphoric as fuck, but it's scary how low my blood pressure goes on that shit. Not to mention how confused, non-responsive, and generally abusive to anyone that tries to pull me out of the noddiness. Is this a known mix, or am I weird?
 
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Ructs
EDIT...... Jspun, I don't imagine that D7 is anything as exciting as living in San Diego though!!! You must have a great life living somewhere as amazing as that!!! I wish i'd travelled more when i was younger!!! Well actually I did a fair bit of travelling over the years & i've seen a good few places, but i've never lived anywhere besides Dublin!

But now that my kids are grown up & finished school i reckon that its nearly time for my BF & i to live somewhere else besides Dublin! I had my kids when i was very young, that is why i settled in Dublin i guess. My dream would be to settle in London some day, but it would be nice to try a few other places as well!!! Hopefully i'll get up & do it before i'm too old & haggard!
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Hey Ructs,

San Diego is ok. The weather is nice. Today the weather was sunny 78 F by the beach and a cool breeze with low humidity. Spent the day there with my daughter. We used to live in Ocean Beach (OB)- that is the hippie/ antiestablishment part of San Diego. We moved to Oceanside which is the Northern most beach town in San Diego county 40 min north of San Diego. Its near USMC base camp Pendelton. so, lots of Marines. SD is probably the most militarized city in the world. Here in Oside there is an interesting mix of people. Besides the Marines and surfers, there is a diverse population (for instance there is the largest Samoan population outside Samoa.) People are laid back in general.

The music scene sucks in General. Dope scene on the other hand is quite good- is a border town and there are a healthy amount of dispensaries (or now delivery services) most dispensaries sadly have been closed in recent months. A change in the scene is that there has been an explosion of kids doing gear that are from affluent or middle clases. And were as you had to get dope from mexicans in the past alot of white kids have turned into small time dealers.

But I grew up in the San Francisco Bay Area, Now that is a cool place.

Now with a 5 year old that restricts travel.

Hawaii is a cool state to visit- no place like it in the world- each Island has a unique charm. But I want to go to Europe next summer. Mostly Greece but maybe we stay in London- never been for a few days if possible and check out some cities on the continent if feasible. Will see what happens.

My friends name is Miles- I'll have to ask the Yanky Noodle Wanker when I see him. lol.

Oh yea, I forgot. He told me that he was making some pocket money selling the "Big Issue" paper.lol. I get this image of Irish and British dope fiends selling the Big Issue to get enough money for a big issue of gear.=D Excuse the pun.

Hope you get to travel to some good places and settle in London eventually.<3
 
Cyclizine + dipipanone = diconal, MSB, so your combo isn't as weird as you fear. Interesting stats in yesterday's 'Times'. Suicides among returning Afghan vets are averaging one a day and the US soldier is twice as likely to die at his own than enemy hands. Why? Could it have anything to do with dope, about whose use by troops in Afghanistan the VA remains determinedly silent? Curious, whatever the cause.
 
People use to -still do probably mix cyclizine and methadone (either amps or using the tablets) to get the same rush that dikes give - it comes pretty close IMO.

Its interesting what people have to say about the quality of the gear and the prices - I can get .6 for 20quid (x3bags or x2 bags for 20) but I rather pay a tenner a point and get the rreal deal - its been like that since the drought started I was paying the same when the drought hit and the price hasn't come down for proper kit. The fella who sells the cheap gear that to me is just rubbish 5% at best still sells 100 bags a day and i just dont get it, i get white from him sometimes which isnt that good but i normally get a dark just to see if its any better but its just bollox.

I'm still sure that if yer paying less that 10 a point then the gear isn't going to be PD quality apart from the odd occasion - I still go by the Blondin scale i.e. if i get a gouch from .1 after not smoking for a week or so then its a 9- i have smoked 1/2 a g of the stuff in hackney and barely felt it so i cant even score it - for me its always gonna be quality over quantity.

Smoked my last tray on friday and will pick up again on wed/thursday i feel very lucky that for the last 2 years its always been possible to pick up proper kit when ever i want it and also that my habit after a couple of weeks is 1/2 the amount it would be if it was at pd prices - still the same cost though!
 
I've just been told there's china white in North Dublin... Can anyone confirm my suspicions that this is a load of bullshit?
 
Cornishman said:
^^^ Probably true.

You can have just anything delivered to your door nowadays, thanks to ebay'esq drug selling websites.....
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If that was the case in this instance I'm sure they'd be looking for more than €70 for three q's. The sooner I find a genuine dealer the better. I'm sick of having middlemen rip me off.
 
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I've just been told there's china white in North Dublin... Can anyone confirm my suspicions that this is a load of bullshit?
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Not a hope mate - If yer lucky it will be crushed up pills of some sort and if yer not , flour/sugar/milk formula take your pick.
 
Yeah I see a pattern developing here - I ask about the gear, they tell me it's amazing, I go to score and they tell me they can't get the good stuff they hoped for, knowing that I'll be more than happy to settle for less seeing as I've made the journey to their house.

Do I have "Idiot with more money than sense" written on my forehead or something? I give up!
 
Ah, BL's pharmaceutical expert is right as usual..may be a terrible confession at my time of life, but I've never had a cyclomorph amp. Should anyone want to rectify this gap on my c/v, all donations will be gratefully accepted.
 
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