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Regional Heroin Discussion v15

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What a messed up system!!! Cornishnan losing his job coz he is been made run around for daily pick-ups even thought his test are negative for heroin!!! Psyoman negative for heroin for 2 years yet they are still making him pick up his methadone daily!!! What a stupid system! The Doctors should give yous take away! That actually helps you stay off heroin! I only use 3 days in every 2weeks, that way i can pass my drugs test & keep my take away. Having take away is the only thing stopping me using heroin more often, i really don't wanna lose my take away so i try my very best to pass my drugs test, so this actually makes me use heroin a lot less! If i was back on daily's i'd say fuck it & use all the time! Its totally unfair that yous are not been given take-away when yous negative for heroin! What do the bastards want from yous???? :!

Hooks it sounds like you have found your self a great clinic! I wish that i was only tested once a year!!! I'm tested normally tested every 2 weeks, but coz i failed the test recently i'm been punished by been tested every week. But next Friday i go back onto 2 weeks scripts once i pass the drugs test, which i will!!!

Endless we have a load of Ensure in the gaf if you want some? Its horrible stuff! Mr. Ructions drinks it when he is feeling run down, but i can't stand the stuff! Yuck!
 
Got my score back...thank fuck, and oh god it tasted good. I was originally fucked over yesterday for 4 and one...all fake!!!

Anyways...got them all back today and as I'm exhaling my white got a call telling me I'm having a baby!!!

Been through this before but I can honestly say I'm over of the moon this time round:D

Happy fucking days! Need your support bl, keep me in check guys and girls!!!

I'm having a baby!!!
 
backroll said:
Got my score back...thank fuck, and oh god it tasted good. I was originally fucked over yesterday for 4 and one...all fake!!!

Anyways...got them all back today and as I'm exhaling my white got a call telling me I'm having a baby!!!

Been through this before but I can honestly say I'm over of the moon this time round:D

Happy fucking days! Need your support bl, keep me in check guys and girls!!!

I'm having a baby!!!
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Congratulations!

Are you going to get off the gear?

EDIT I don't know the etiquette for this situation so if that's a bad thing to ask I'm sorry. :\ I'm still asking it as I think you owe it to the kid.
 
knockando said:
Congratulations!

Are you going to get off the gear?

EDIT I don't know the etiquette for this situation so if that's a bad thing to ask I'm sorry. :\ I'm still asking it as I think you owe it to the kid.
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You are more than welcome to ask my friend and yes i will be quitting. 6 months ago I quit my script, I ended up using 3 times a week then to once a week and now I finally have the incentive for the all clear:D

We lost a kid 12 months ago, and to be honest, no matter how horrible that was, it was probably for the best and when she told me this time round my smile was wide as fuck! No more stupidness, no more lying, it's game on! I can't promise anyone I won't use again, but for the next few years it's all about me and the family now. Buzzing!!!

Cheers knock!
 
Glad to hear it backroll! No, there's no point pretending you'll never use again but you have the best interests of your baby in mind, give the wee one the best start. First few years are the most important. Hope it goes smoothly for you <3 and I'm glad you're glad. Too many glads there!
 
endlessnameless said:
I actually refused gear last night; took all the will in the world. I'm on a break for the moment - woke up about six weeks ago feeling oddly contented with myself so decided to come off the stuff with valium and codeine CWE's which worked a treat...then had a binge for about a week and a half recently and really set myself back. Just getting over a cold turkey...

Friend was taken into hospital with a blood clot (amongst other things) in his leg and there was for a time, talk of him possibly having to get it amputated. Thankfully it didn't occur and he's now stable. Frightened the jaysis out of the lot of us; no more injecting for moi.

Have any of you had any experience with Ensure Plus? I'm trying to put on a few pounds - gone ever so grimly gaunt these moons.

Hope you are all well - no doubt I'll be back soon...be good.

~endless*~
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its good to see your plodding on endless am still clean their has been a anthrax outbreak up here so its not really the time to be using the now...my doc put me on ensure plus to help me put on weight but the thing that put weight on me was mirtazapine its a antidepressant and a put about 2 stone on but it was too much weight,ensure is really good if you have a shitty diet these shakes give you all your daily vitamins that your body needs,most addicts up here where on them but due to cut backs the scripts where stopped
 
Why is it always Glasgow that get's these horrendous batches of gear.

This is not the 1st Anthrax outbreak as Caz was saying , also their was the flesh eating bug one anyone remember that , Caz ?
If you were pinning and you missed any of the shot and it went in to your muscle tissue , this led to a rapid flesh eating bug called necrotising fasciitis .

These outbreaks happen in other parts of GB but Glasgow always get's the worst of it from what i can gather/research
 
Have any of you had any experience with Ensure Plus? I'm trying to put on a few pounds - gone ever so grimly gaunt these moons.


@endless. i've been taking those ensure for a few years as i was never hungry r too lazy and stoned to eat......i love them almost addicted to them 2!! they didn't put any weight on me but they r good for gettin sum desperately needed vitamins and minerals into me. they didn't give me an appetite tho as i think they're the equivalent to a good hearty meal in a skinny cardborad surround with room 4 a straw! i still get them eventho i don't really need them, only coz imo they're delish : )
 
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i was never hungry r too lazy and stoned to eat......
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Oh how i know that feeling only too well!!! ;)

Hi Alfo! :) How are you? How is your methadone script going? Have you gotten used to it yet? Do you find your habit easier to manage now that your on methadone? I hope your keeping well!
 
Hi all .
How is everyone ?

I was posting in the gibberings thread but it was closed due to much nastiness . So i thought hey those smack heads like me are kinda mellow cool dudes in the whole .
So i'll spread my luv with them .
Ructions you are without a doubt one of the most important posters in EADD . I don't know how many non users read this thread ?
Well if you do then this here is how it's done . Ructions almost MOds this thread & it's a tough crowd seasoned junkie's the lot in here.
I was so happy when you got some good gear in Eire but i also was worried that Ructions might stop posting :)

Thankfully she hasn't.
 
Got to agree with you there Brimz.
Ructions has at times kept this thread going on her own.
We were all waiting for the day that she could post that she actually managed to score some good gear and how we were all happy for her once she did.
 
Hi ructs... gotta agree wit a guys above, u really have kept the thread goin since d end on 2010. even wen i wasn't posting i kept up with d goings on in dublin - as u know affects us here -by reading yr posts. Yr kinda like d Irish mammy who takes everyone in to yr house 4 a cuppa and a chat and sends u off wit a little advice and a little happier : ) As 4 d methadone it's goin fine. but i guess until i start givin cleans at d clinic i'll b tied to this crappy town everyday, and d fuckin rain doesn't help! but i can't complain too much as it's better than goin sick.

Anyway ructs keep up making thoes lovely cups of tea 4 everyone ; )
 
Awwww...... thanks guys!!!! <3 That is really sweet of yous & it really means a lot to me! Thanx!!! XXX

I've done something stupid to-day! I forgot the power of heroin!!!! I'm due in the clinic this Friday & i have to pass my drugs test coz i've had loads of warnings. I'm looking forward to having a smoke this weekend! But i had been stressing that when i go to score at the weekend that i won't be able to find good gear, i always tent to over think these things!

Anyway a mate of mine knows where to get good gear at a good price so i decided to plan ahead, so i scored to-day! I thought that i could put the gear away till Friday & forget about it! But i can't!!!! I have an 1/8th of gear sitting here & i just can't wait till Friday to smoke it!!! Its driving me crazy!!!! I haven't had a smoke in over 3 weeks!!!! :! I have to smoke it, i just have to.....

My body is clear of opiates at the moment sooooooo i'm after peeing in a bottle :o I keeping saying that i'm not gonna smoke to-night, but my body is in autopilot!!! Brimz's words keep going around my head about how much trouble i'll be in if i'm caught cheating my drugs test. But i can't help thinking that i would be easy to cheat once i get my pee to the right temperature & keep it at that temperature for the 45mins that it takes me to get to the Doctors to do the test. I used to be supervised when i gave urine but i'm not supervised any-more in my new clinic.

My head is wrecked, i haven't had a smoke yet, but i know that i'll never hold out till Friday! Heroin is so much stronger then me! Am i just setting my self up for trouble? Why am i even asking??? Coz i know once i've let the idea of using into my mind even a little bit that it snow-balls & takes control, there is no turning back now......... Damn!
 
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AAAAAH!!! I've had a smoke & i'm thinking what was i panicking about?! Ok so i'm gonna fail my test this week, fuck it! I'm not gonna even bother try to cheat the test, i'll just tell them i used. It all a load of bollox anyway! I'm 40years of age, i'm not gonna make up excuses for my actions! It will be grand!

Bet i won't be feeling so sure come Friday when the gear is gone & i'm sitting in front of my Doctor!!! Tee-Hee!!! ;)
 
I'm not surprised Ructs that you ended up having a smoke in the end.
There is no way that I could have the gear sat there and not touch it until Friday.
You made the mistake of putting temptation in your way, but you ain't the first and you won't be the last.
Hope all goes ok on Friday and they aren't too harsh on you.
 
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AAAAAH!!! I've had a smoke & i'm thinking what was i panicking about?! Ok so i'm gonna fail my test this week, fuck it! I'm not gonna even bother try to cheat the test, i'll just tell them i used. It all a load of bollox anyway! I'm 40years of age, i'm not gonna make up excuses for my actions! It will be grand!

Bet i won't be feeling so sure come Friday when the gear is gone & i'm sitting in front of my Doctor!!! Tee-Hee!!! ;)
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What happens when you fail the test? Do you get a row?
 
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