no worries man - did you read the extra bit that i added to my last post? - you might want to edit the street out of your post befor the bl police see it
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Regional Heroin Discussion v14: What's the point?
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no worries man - did you read the extra bit that i added to my last post? - you might want to edit the street out of your post befor the bl police see it
eireann
Bluelighter
ah feck it what part of dub u in gizmo?? im in athy but from kildare towm
eireann
Bluelighter
one last thing to the irish cud u ever get weight in dublin city??? i always had to go to north or mainly south county dublin to score...is clomdalken the main stop for every one or is that just where us country ppl score weight??
Gizmo i think Redz thought that my methadone clinic was at Merchants Quay, but its not my clinic is on the North side. No i don't score at Merchants Quay either, i stay away from scoring on the street or well known scoring areas in city center coz you can never be sure who you are scoring off or what you'll get, you can't bring the gear back & complain if your ripped off on the street.
Eireann sorry to hear about your Dad, its often times like these that people turn to heroin. Your mate sounds like a right chancer, i have met a few people like that, especially when i was first using. Your better off without people like that in your life, but i'm sure that you know that now. That so called mate preyed on you when you were feeling down after your Dad died, he sounds like a nasty piece of work!
Its mad seeing all the Irish back on Bluelight, it just shows how much worse things have gone in the last few weeks. If someone had told me last Christmas that things would be even worse in the summer i wouldn't have believed them. I'm due in the clinic this Friday & i really don't think that i'll bother scoring afterwards, i just don't wanna waste anymore cash on bash!
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I was out having a few drinks on Saturday night & i ended up taking a fair bit of speed, does anyone know if that will show up in my drugs test on Friday? Or do the clinics normally only test for opiates & benzos? I really hope that it doesn't show up, i don't wanna lose my take away!
Junky, Smack-head ect. none of them bother me, its just a word/name. But i'd say i few people wouldn't like been called these names. I guess its the way you say it, if someone shouted at me & called me 'a dirty smack-head' well then i wouldn't like it one bit.
But if one of my mates who use heroin as well said something like 'stop hogging all the gear you smack-head' in a joking way then i'd be fine with it, 
it depends on who says it & how they say it! Plus i'm sure i've been called worse names over the years.TheBigG
Greenlighter
I just gonna cut true dis every one of my m8's who use say the b is shit and has been since nov 2010 it's just like mans were sayin on here when it started that r tolerance will be so low that we will think 5/10 b will be good.
And i don't exactly live in the 'uckin countryside. Simples
And i don't exactly live in the 'uckin countryside. Simples
north inner city dublin
Rattles
Bluelighter
Yeah , funny thing about the Brown, like Id said B4 stopped using Nov. 2010 when the drought hit, when Missus Rattles started using again about Feb. an' I found out, I'm like OK let's give it a try. First coupla times im thinking 'fuck it- it's not even worth the wait, even tho. I was just sitting at home (or rather pacing)', but after four or five times, even though I know the gear wasn't getting better , somehow I started to look forward to, and feel it more. WTF it's like tolerance in reverse!
ps Thanks Ructs, they did take me to hospital first, but the polis whisked me off as soon as they said I wasn't about to die or anything cos' i'd not done the roadside breathlyser (get panic attacks and was breathing too fast). Like I said tho, everything should be OK, clean for alcohol/drugs, no-one else hurt just a 'standard' RTA. No fucking fun tho! Having A bit too much trauma in my life at the mo. after a few relatively calm years.
Also liked your drug use bio. Ructs I think I'll try to piece my own together at some point (not now tho.-still kinda recovering)
Edit: actually post 845 covers a bit of it, but's also a bit manic and short on detail.
ps Thanks Ructs, they did take me to hospital first, but the polis whisked me off as soon as they said I wasn't about to die or anything cos' i'd not done the roadside breathlyser (get panic attacks and was breathing too fast). Like I said tho, everything should be OK, clean for alcohol/drugs, no-one else hurt just a 'standard' RTA. No fucking fun tho! Having A bit too much trauma in my life at the mo. after a few relatively calm years.
Also liked your drug use bio. Ructs I think I'll try to piece my own together at some point (not now tho.-still kinda recovering)
Edit: actually post 845 covers a bit of it, but's also a bit manic and short on detail.
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Rattles
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Yeah, Guess it's a bit like the N-word for black people, just depends WHO's saying it and how. Also re. junky Doctors read a good book on Drug use in the 19c. 'Emperors of Dreams' - seeems like the 'drug use as illness' paradigm which still persists started largely because with the introduction of first Morphine and subsequently the widespread use of the hyperdermic (in the 1880s roughly) most of the first 'junkies' were doctors , nurses and their spouses - in short a paradigm of self diagnosis!
ps a coupla intresting snippets from the same book;
1. Whilst opium was still freely available (though expensive) in the uk addiction rates were approximately equivelent to those of alcohol.
2. Under the British Raj in India, despite the English colonists' general feeling that opium made the natives 'lazy' - it was decided that attempting to prohibit its use would lead to a far worse alcohol blight, so it was considered an 'acceptable' compromise!
pps speaking more of smack-head Drs , Doc Shipman was Missus Rattles GP 'til he got banged up - bastard coulda sorted her some of the good stuff....
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I dont really like that word,junkie where am from its means the lowest of the lowest in society wrong yins.the stigma that goes with heroin addiction is shockin junkies should all be sterilised strung up and all the rest of the shit that peeps talk.when a started usein the b a was quickly sucked in lost the care of my children to my mum and ended up on the game a drifted from 1 fix to another more so after failin my children and that hurt so so much so a was slowly killin my self,a was admited to the hospital with another blood clot a was 6 stone and was told a wouldnt see my 23rd birthday if a kept usein cause a also had two holes in my heart values.then in 2000 my brother was the 13th victim of the anthrax outbreak there was a couple of boys in icu due to this anthrex and the all died 1 after another so a used to dull the heartache a carried so heavily with me that was 12 years since my bro died, a meet the big man o2 and settled down and left the madness of my other life behind apart from my addiction the bigman learned me that a can still pay bills and buy shoppin and have a family life aye we still had a burn once a week on a sat as a treat once everything else had been dealt with.
its only been in the last year that a have tried as hard as ever to get my life in order av used 4.. 5 times in the last year av changed so much peeps cant get ere how much have changed a know the score with addiction am a addicted for life but a do feel am comein out the other end of my recovery after nearly 20 years of usein b am not intersted in it a fkn resent the fkn hold it had on my for years and when a did test the water it scunnered me even more cause its all shit there hasnt beeen anything good out there since 2010 thats for sure.a cant get ere how a havent used cause a have major stress the now but my heads alot clearer and a have my 2 kids with me so am thankful am gettin this change at 36. a have the chance to make a life for me and my kids and be a mummy cause there only 6 n 11 and when the charge comes up for supplyin the jail and a get a sentence fk it its part eh the bigger picture from the powers to be a year out to change other wee bits that a still need to deal with and a will come out ready to start my life.well thats what am gettin into my head stay postive threw all the drama and bs life and peeps throw at ye
its only been in the last year that a have tried as hard as ever to get my life in order av used 4.. 5 times in the last year av changed so much peeps cant get ere how much have changed a know the score with addiction am a addicted for life but a do feel am comein out the other end of my recovery after nearly 20 years of usein b am not intersted in it a fkn resent the fkn hold it had on my for years and when a did test the water it scunnered me even more cause its all shit there hasnt beeen anything good out there since 2010 thats for sure.a cant get ere how a havent used cause a have major stress the now but my heads alot clearer and a have my 2 kids with me so am thankful am gettin this change at 36. a have the chance to make a life for me and my kids and be a mummy cause there only 6 n 11 and when the charge comes up for supplyin the jail and a get a sentence fk it its part eh the bigger picture from the powers to be a year out to change other wee bits that a still need to deal with and a will come out ready to start my life.well thats what am gettin into my head stay postive threw all the drama and bs life and peeps throw at ye
strungout2010
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Powerful post caz , all the best to yourself and the bigman.
Jaysus Caz you have been through so much & yet your still so positive! Your a strong woman!!! Glad to here that your staying away from the gear, there is nothing worth using anyway. I've cut right back as well, looks like some good things came out of the drought after all!
Great to see you on the thread Caz, stay in touch!!!
Great to see you on the thread Caz, stay in touch!!!
Rattles
Bluelighter
Yeah, good on you Caz, could use some of that spirit myself - i keep spending too much time thinkin what i've got to lose insteda how lucky I am that i've got it at all - Kids, Missus Rattles, a home and (some of) my health. Didn't score last pm when I got out the cells or 2day, tho this morning was hard. Guess you've gotta give yourself credit for these things, but so often feels like you're runnin to stand still. Good luck with your sentencing when it comes thru, and stay strong: - you've already been through worse and your attitude's an inspiration. You know the littluns make it worth it all anyway. Your fella and mam gonna look after the kids while you're away?
all the best and thanks
Rattles
all the best and thanks
Rattles
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Hi Rattles!
Yes Caz has great spirit & she has given people great support on here in the past! Caz's Boyfriend used to post on Bluelight as well, his user name was TheBigMan & he is a diamond as well! Sadly TheBigMan was locked up a few months ago over a drug offense, it makes me & everyone else so angry to see people going to prison over drugs, its so senseless! So this has been something else that Caz has had to be strong about.Since this thread started at the end of 2010 two people who were regular posters have been locked up over drug offenses & sadly at least two people have died
This thread used to be called 'The Heroin Drought Thread', but since things have picked up in the UK the name of the thread has been changed to 'Regional Heroin Discussion'. We all miss reading posts from TheBigMan, but we all love when Caz pops by for a chat coz she is such a positive & kind person! Caz has a lovely way of writing, you can hear her accent in your head as you read her posts! As Rattles says, best of luck Caz with the court case.
W-W-W-W-WHAT!!!!!!
Really???!!! YIP~EEEEEEeeeeeeeee.........!!!!!!! Its a pity that Tallaght is such a big place! Its flipen HUGE!!!! But i do know one or two people!!!! Fair play to ya BC007!!!! I wonder will i be lucky enough to find some good gear before its gone!!! I'm due a bit of luck!!!!Thanx for letting us know BC007!!!!
Please keep us posted!!! Thanx!!! Rattles
Bluelighter
Thanx for filling me in on Caz and TheBigMan Ructs, yeah, I hear the Glasgow in her posts too - sold the Issue up there for a week or two (Early nineties- was having a fling with a girl from Lenzie) , and for some reason a lot of Glaswegians end up in Manc too.
Like you say, 'specially by this age (39 btw) we've all seen the senseless and sorry deaths of friends, without having good people taken away by an inhumane 'justice' system.
And Caz, all the more respect to you.. and best wishes. Hope you, TheBigMan and the kiddies are back 2gether b4 too long
Love
rattles
ps Happy huntin' Ructs!
Like you say, 'specially by this age (39 btw) we've all seen the senseless and sorry deaths of friends, without having good people taken away by an inhumane 'justice' system.
And Caz, all the more respect to you.. and best wishes. Hope you, TheBigMan and the kiddies are back 2gether b4 too long
Love
rattles
ps Happy huntin' Ructs!
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pigpen1968
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My fellow junkies can calll me a junkie but a well to do is gonna get the eye from me.
I need to start a Detroit heroin drought thread. Havent had a nod in weeks, just barely stayin off craps. Anyone livin in Burma or Afghanistan please PM me LOL.
I need to start a Detroit heroin drought thread. Havent had a nod in weeks, just barely stayin off craps. Anyone livin in Burma or Afghanistan please PM me LOL.
Hi BC007!
Was it expensive? People in the UK were paying double when the good gear came in, so knowing Ireland & the way we are always ripped off we'll be paying 3 times as much! But i have to say anything is better then buying bash! I'd rather use good gear once a week then bad gear every day!!! I know we can't say talk about price of weight on Bluelight, but how much is a bag? If its normally €20 how much is it now? Thanx!!!
eireann
Bluelighter
Hi BC007!
haha take it easy ructs...lol ur mad..hope ya find it...last time tallaght had it,it was 25e
cazamac ur brilliant..... u came threw everything and u got ur kids back....i no a few parents who never get there kids back because they dont care enough id say u already do this but when u get weak think of ur kids....thats what i do i felt like i already ruined my life but then my son came along and i have a reason not to do gear and to get up in the morning im gona live threw the lil fecker,i do be dreaming of him lining up for leinster rugby....lol
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