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Regional Heroin Discussion v13: Points of reference

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Ructions ,
out of all the friends/BL acquaintances iv talked with the last couple of years , its you my heart goes out to the most , I'd love nothing more then for you and mr Ructions To get yourselfs a right proper bit of gear.
I don't know much for certain in this Life, buy one thing I do know is your time WILL COME !

Re , drug team test comin back with some dodgy results, well mine have gone completely fucking crackajack , when I used to get piss tests about 10 years ago I could use on a Friday , flush myself with 10'litres of water over the weekend and piss clean Tuesday morning.
Then they stoped testing me for about 8 years and just Just left me alone on weekly pick
up , which obviously I was well happy with.

So about 18 month ago I get some new councillor , she's about18 cluless and everymove she pulls on me must be straight out of the Big black book on how to treat a junky!
She's got me doin the mouth swabs and at first I wernt using for about a week , she gave
me 3 atempts ,they all come back dirty, so she stuck me on daily pickup.




I let here know just how fucking pissed I was at this , and all I got was a paragraph from her big black junky hand book.
So after Christmas when my mrs got clean I stuck only to my jollop for 13 days, I went see her yesterday to pick up my new script , and she told me my ( 13 day) swab has come back possative , it's fucking madness , what's goin on ?
I didn't do any gear in that time and shes half telling me I'm telling lies !

Iv always had a very high metabolism, and pritty much the only theory I can come up with is my liver is fucked from the drinking ? I'm askin this on here because the majority of you are about 5 times more clued up than the fucking idiots I'm dealing with at my CDT.

Sorry if iv bored any one , but I could really do with some sensible answers. Cheers guys !
 
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^ that post just took me 1/2 teenth and 4 cams of beer, that how good my computer skills are , Lol.
but it really love some advice guys.
 
Hello peeps, I have four x 30mgs morphine, what is a good dosage with morphine tabs?
 
I have just joined! Interesting topics mind you all! anyways, as for myself I am blessed to be alive! I am prescribed Oxycodone/APAP 10/325 x4q day, M-Amphetamine Salts XR 25mg xq1 day, Xanax 2mg x1q day, Neurotin 300mg x2q per day, and Hydrocodone/Acetaminophen 10/500 x2q as needed for break through pain. Wouldn't these are all from one pharmacy, and from the same Physician. If anyone should wonder, I have ADHD, GAD, Chronic Insomnia, Degenerative Disk Disease, Sticklers Syndrome, Cervical Deterioration of the spine, and multiple skeletal disorders in which I have been suffering from for close to six years thus far.. Human? Oh yes, I will be the first to say, I would have to be a fool to judge anyone on this site, no matter if it's a drug dependency like myself, or addiction like a few of my friends. God loves us all because of our imperfections otherwise we would not understand the human condition. Anyways! Glad to post my comments and opinions on here!
 
For the first Question!! I am sure it's been answered but I myself having a LOT of experience with a many different scripts, can only tell you this; Everyone is different in many ways! Just to name a few as follows; weight, body fat, metabolism break down duration, health conditions, allergic reactions, medical history, etc.. The list goes on! As a wise pain patient like myself would say, "We know from experience, but only a doctor can break it down!" Good luck!:)
 
Your right about that! Of course individual people are different in so many ways thus my advise would only be to ask a professional who studies such drugs.. Anyways! Yes I agree..
 
Acidtek said:
Thanks kkat; do the beads inside the capsules need crushing up? Thanks :)
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chewing them crushes them as much as is possible
some people can't abide the taste(it's not great)
in which case,you can put it between 2 pieces of card(inside a greeting card works for me),and smash it to bits with a hammer
I am told it is good to swallow it with a warm drink
 
Ok cool, I'll open the caps and crush the beads then bomb em in a rizla with a warm drink! Is 60mgs an ok dose? Don't expect to be super fucked but for a feeling of well being?
 
all depends on you
your tolerance.
also I a someone who very rarely gouches.you may be someone who gouches off a few good tokes
so I can't predict how you will feel from those 60mgs
but let us know how you get on
 
I will do mate, I'll get back to you tomorrow as that's when I'll be taking them, I don't do opiates for the gouch, I do them for the mood lift and euphoria :)

Tolerance may be a bit of a problem as I've just stopped a heroin addiction, cold turkey'd for 7 days and was over the worst, now I've used the last two days and I'm hoping to taper by using the morphine for a couple of days
 
brimz said:
Kat The longest i had to wait to give a clean test w as 14 days i had to go in i'd used that day it was pos. said i'd be clean neext week n still went pos. they thought i was lying . then after another week i had to go back n it was stil pos .
I said to them that i'll be in every day untill it was clean as i was gonna be put on supervised or kiced off the progarm ( idiid eventually ).
Anway 15th day i pissed clean.

Stilll can't believe it i rekon one of the tests might have read wrong they were only cheap dip strip ones
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Strungout read this .
That' what i had to go through to give a clean test.

I've not been with this DsP for years but it took 14 days for me to give a Clean test so i really can full believe what your going through .
Slow Metabolisim n all that
 
It's proper shitty cos they always think you are lying
It's only cos I have given these few 'partial' negatives that they are starting to believe me
I told her that I have no reason to lie as it won't make any difference
I even suggested a conspiracy with the testing company
it seems so unfair that others can use and be sure to be clean after less than a week
it's so demoralising
 
strungout2010 said:
Ructions ,
out of all the friends/BL acquaintances iv talked with the last couple of years , its you my heart goes out to the most , I'd love nothing more then for you and mr Ructions To get yourselfs a right proper bit of gear.
I don't know much for certain in this Life, buy one thing I do know is your time WILL COME !
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I just got a phone call off a bloke that have scored off for years! When the drought hit he he stopped, but after about 6 months he gave in & started selling the crap that we have over here.

Anyway he just rang to say that he is after getting good gear?! Now the gear has been so steadily bad over here that its not often that i get a call like that, i used to hunt high & low, scoring all over the place hoping to find something better until i gave up & realized that everyone has the very same crappy gear!

So i'm gonna try some of this gear later, the same guy rang me saying the same thing about 2 or 3 months ago, & were the gear was a bit better it was still rubbish!

He says this new gear has a taste & a smell of heroin, ummm i'll report back later, but i'm not gonna get too excited about this one!!! :\
 
Fingers are well and truly crossed ructs it got to happen sooner or later mate ?

BRIMZ,KKAT & RUCTIONS,

I know exactly what your going/been going through and its just so fucking frustrating being treated like a lying scumbag, by some bit of a kid just out of collage, without any knowledge and compleatly out her comfort zone.
I half feel sorry for the poor girl I can't relate to her ask any advise, and I'm definitely not goin to confide in her.
The whole thing just seems like a complete waste of time/joke nowadays. After I abstained from gear for 13 days, and it still comes back positive for gear?
I get angry, buy not loud or aggressive, and then know ones prepared to talk to me till I calm down.
Fuck me I'm calm alright , them cunts would know all about it if I wernt.
I don't know where the fuck I'm goin with all this right now, but I'm right on the edge of turning it all in, i've cancelled Tuesday's and Thursday appointments,
I'm just not getting anywhere or anyhelp off em. ( none ) I wouldn't mind but i've been with the cunts 18 years LOL,
The other thing is i've had 11 councillors in the last 18 months, no fucker stays there, so how the fuck your ment to form a relationship I'd love to know.
So I think I'm goin to have to sack the whole thing , if I'm not using gear and still not getting any praise or affirmation from them. Then I might as well carry on smashing it.

I'm really really sorry for the long post again guys , buy I didn't realise the evenings where this long when your not boozing.
 
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helo to all bl h users. Havent posted for a long time. But have been reading all your posts. Been hit n miss here in d west of ireland. Like ystday, d bags were ok size n not bash gear. But tday d bags r tiny n d gear half as strong. And d cheeky cunt asked me for a lift! I told him to fuck off, e said dont ring my phone anymore. Dickhead. I agree with ructions it is miserable over here, trying to get good, even tho every now n again some nice did turn up. But 8 out 10 times its tish.I really have had enuff of these assholes with powder power, and shit gear. only had decent tackle about 5/6 times in months. Boycott em is d ol;y way to go, but there is always addicts who will buy it wotever. As for me i keep sayin it, but fuck em, i cant and wont keep giving em my money for shit size bags n shit gear. Wont even give us weight, even thnths. Fuck it anyways, i hope you can understand my frustration, but also my longings. By reading all your posts, it will help me stay away from these piss takers! Alrite enuff from me. Hope those that are getting good enjoy it, and those who struggle, tell em to keep it. Be lucky all. Pissed off in d worst of ireland! Peace!
 
@ COCKNEYIRISH.
You should have given your man his lift ! Gone straight down a country Lane ,blacked both his eyes , scratched "I SELL BASH " on his forhead ,took all his (so called) gear and money , then wrapped him up in duct tape and put him in a ditch.

I think a lot of us decent upstanding gear heads with morals , should team up and serve these know good scumbags fuckwits our own form of justice !

( my fucking brains in overdrive not boozing ) I still think it's a good idea though , let's get teamed up !
 
Dublin Update
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Well i scored some of the 'new gear' but other then it been more expensive i can't see/taste/feel any difference! Its the same old crap!

I have been using since Thursday night so i haven't taken my methadone since last Wednesday & the gear is holding me fine, but thats all it does.... :\
 
strungout2010 said:
Fingers are well and truly crossed ructs it got to happen sooner or later mate ?

BRIMZ,KKAT & RUCTIONS,

I know exactly what your going/been going through and its just so fucking frustrating being treated like a lying scumbag, by some bit of a kid just out of collage, without any knowledge and compleatly out her comfort zone.
I half feel sorry for the poor girl I can't relate to her ask any advise, and I'm definitely not goin to confide in her.
The whole thing just seems like a complete waste of time/joke nowadays. After I abstained from gear for 13 days, and it still comes back positive for gear?
I get angry, buy not loud or aggressive, and then know ones prepared to talk to me till I calm down.
Fuck me I'm calm alright , them cunts would know all about it if I wernt.
I don't know where the fuck I'm goin with all this right now, but I'm right on the edge of turning it all in, i've cancelled Tuesday's and Thursday appointments,
I'm just not getting anywhere or anyhelp off em. ( none ) I wouldn't mind but i've been with the cunts 18 years LOL,
The other thing is i've had 11 councillors in the last 18 months, no fucker stays there, so how the fuck your ment to form a relationship I'd love to know.
So I think I'm goin to have to sack the whole thing , if I'm not using gear and still not getting any praise or affirmation from them. Then I might as well carry on smashing it.

I'm really really sorry for the long post again guys , buy I didn't realise the evenings where this long when your not boozing.
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That sounds like so many DSP providers it's a fukin joke.

Over the years i done been prescribed by about 7/8 dif. people maybe more . I 've been kicked out of treatment 3 times :\ Which has nearly killed me n i ain't exaggerating .
Finally i'm with a good Doctor( addiction specialist ) n key worker who i have known for 15 years anyway ( we used to go out drinking back in the day )

This week for instance i had requested another 5ml on my meth n this was don with out having to see anyone , when i went to my 2 weekly appt . i was told he was running late so i just said look i ain't got the time to be sitting around waiting so he said no problem we just do it over the phone.
now thats fukin sound.

Problem is i can see the Key worker retiring soon as he keeps dropping hints ( big ones )

n my doc has been practising since 1972 n is loaded so he doesn't need the money .
So i worry that he might retire soon as well:|
I have asked like sort of jokingly n he said not a chance but i still worry about it .

I would never find anyone like him again they just aren't like that anymore . I mean he'll let me have a months physeptone ,valium n mogadon in one go if i wanna go abraod, at the DSP fuked if you can get to go to Butlins for a week without having to take a supervised script with ya.

It really worries me that i would have to go back to a DSP n all the bullshit especially at my age & length of addiction.
You gotta remember i'm on RX valium n Nitrazepam quite a bit as well n have been for 15/6 years n these new places don't be having that.
 
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