Happy Saturday friends, fiends and foes.
Day five of my taper. Tomorrow it'll be 10mls, then Sunday 5mls and then we'll see how I feel Monday. There'll be more there if I need it, but I doubt I will. Isn't a cup of tea just that much better after a dose of done? An accompanying cigarette too, I find. Evermore so whilst one waits for ones 40mgs of Diazepam to hit. Is it true that methadone potentiates Diazepam or vice versa? You read so much shit on the internet...I could research, track back sources abd what not - but I feel sleepy.
Mind you, not sleepy in the regard where I want to lie in bed all day - more mellow as the moments roll I suppose - in the sense that I want to just stay inside and paint a picture and write a stanza maybe. I can feel the vague sense of ability for it now, which counters the depression vastly as I feel competent.
Also, fuck hallowe'en and its ability to cause one to almost plan a relapse and justify it by telling oneself 'one turn-on's not going to set me back - and if it did, I'd have foy left for next few days afterwards.'
Other than that, I adore the occasion. Especially with heroin. Much in the way of plans for he event, folks?
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