Iv only gone and done which took years for me to have the balls to do which does make sense to me is get on a script of poison..i mean methadone...
I never thought in a million years, not even in the drought could anybody get me back opn that deadly stuff, but afterall these yrs of waking up ill, not knowing if i can score or not was soul distroying, i just couldn;t take no more of it..
Its just nice to wake up everyday and do my 40ml's and be ok..
I found with the subs, they were blocking it and i had no intention of giving up just yet
Can someone keep me up to date with kat please, i will write to her, but i was away whenh she had her reasons for going inside which i dont know much about so some info woul;d be gladly appreciated
all the best peeps, keep up the good work
oh and the gear in the big city of the SW is sometimes pointless doing, its just a psychological thing for me most probably
I never thought in a million years, not even in the drought could anybody get me back opn that deadly stuff, but afterall these yrs of waking up ill, not knowing if i can score or not was soul distroying, i just couldn;t take no more of it..
Its just nice to wake up everyday and do my 40ml's and be ok..
I found with the subs, they were blocking it and i had no intention of giving up just yet
Can someone keep me up to date with kat please, i will write to her, but i was away whenh she had her reasons for going inside which i dont know much about so some info woul;d be gladly appreciated
all the best peeps, keep up the good work
oh and the gear in the big city of the SW is sometimes pointless doing, its just a psychological thing for me most probably

, not overly strong though, does anyone know how much the 20ml methadone effect my tolerance levels/how much il feel the 'h', also does it dramatically increase/decrease the risk of od? Cause i'm also on low dose benzos