Hi Redz, good to see you back on B.L!! I hope your keeping well!!

Yeah maybe i'm just being too fussy?! My boyfriend is from Ballyfermot, so we have gone over there to score a lot, & yeah the good gear that we got about 3 weeks ago was from over that way. The gear was good, but it still wasn't as good as the gear that i was getting before the drought. All of my mates are back using full time & they are totally happy with the gear, but i just don't think that it was as good as it should be, i'm a fuss bitch, but with the price of the stuff i feel that i got to be! Also i was finding it hard to get any sort of decent weight.
But then about 2 weeks ago i feel that the quality dropped again, but again a load of my mates were sitting around using it & they were as happy as hell with the very same stuff. I don't know what to think, all my mates have been using for years, we are all around 40, & we would all normally agree on whats good & whats not when i comes to gear, but these days we just can't seem to agree at all!! In saying that i haven't scored a thing in over a week, i have been getting texts with promises of proper gear, but i'm going to wait a while longer before i score again!
Hi there....shame to hear things don't seem to b getting a whole lot better with yr gear situation. I thought d midlands wud b one of d last places to get back on track wit d gear but like d sun lately there's an abundence of gear about. I wouldn't give it a rating wit numbers but cos i'd need matchsticks to keep my eyes open and i'm unable to get off d couch, i know its good enough. The price has also gone from 50euro back to 25 r 30euro for a bag. D bags r never d same size so i've no idea on weight. Speaking of weight it doesn't seem to b a prob to get that either.
Although I've been waiting for d gear to come back, I'm disappointed wit myself to fall back into it so quickly and am almost strung out again already

Like lots of things in my life wen its around i don't want it and wen its not i do want it!
Its a shame to b clean for appx 4 months and so easily fall back into d vicious circle. And its a shame to say i feel a bit normal again, but of course being an addict is all i've known for many, many years.
Hope things start looking up 4 people soon and for others who have got clean i hope u guys will stay clean
All the best to everyone