basketcase
Bluelighter
Basketcase What up basket. Great to here from you! I drop by this thread occasionally- doing well- staying away from subs (mostly) but tapering benzos.
You missed it a few weeks ago, we had a recreation of the war of 1812 on this thread only the yanks were the ones invading.Was ashamed at some of my countrymen's talking shit on this side of BL's pond (but Charlie, Brimz, Pink and a few others counterattacked on the analogous NADD thread. Set Anglo-American relations back atleast 200 years (and we managed to alienate the Irish too.)
Anyway, like Kat said, some of us need gear or a suitable substitute because conventional treatments for mood disorders don't work for us. I'm in that category. If I even take subs, if I take it sporadicaly my mood goes from the gloomy doldromes of unoccupied opiate receptors to an instant elevation in my mood. My most prolific posts were when I was taking a good dose of sub back in January. I slip every now and then and post everyones ears off.
That sucks that you have chronic pain- can you see a pain specialist or is your goal to taper opiates? Given the two with chronic pain I would work on tapering the benzos first, but do what you can- don't over do it. Undertreated pain is a major source of depression and frustration. Anyway, I hope things look up for you.
Runcts Sorry to hear you keep getting skunked. Your disappointement and frustration are palpable. Hope things improve for you.
When I smoked gear- the best dope I'd get would leave a grey or light black trail. The best dope had a low melting point. The worst usually tasted a nauseus sickly sweet and leave a crunchy trail, the beetle would sometimes fly off the foil.One time we got gear- we were dope sick (mexican spanish- malies), my girl started smoking and the piece flew off the foil and we couldn't find it. 30 minutes later our cat came crawling up to get and my wife while petting and scratching the cat found the piece stuck to her leg adlacent to her paw. Luckily she didn't lick it off. We relished that piece despite the taste of cat hair.
Anyway, when we would complain about the sickly sweet crap, the connects we come up with better dope next time usually- they just wanted to see how far they could get- who knows how much carcinogenic garbage our connects would cut the dope with. Then the next day it would have the vinegar taste of better tar. The lovely bitter tar with that lovely dope taste hard to describe like bitter flowers- now that was the fire- stated getting ahold of that latter as the mexicans had to compete with oxy. One of the obstacles that used to piss me off were connections that whose comprehesion of the English language varried as it suited them. But I knew alittle Spanish- credito and manana being 2 words I used most.
now then me old septic tank, how ya doin? :D
good to hear yer doing well with the subs & benzos, you should be proud of yerself & give yerself a pat on the back from me

i had a peeek back few pages at the anglo-american doodah, which ws quite funny reading actually. i can understand the yanks saying they can't believe such a drought happening, cos if you'd have sent back the UK users back to lets say, last August/September and told them the whole of UK and Ireland would be flooded with not just low quality, but 0% heroin,b fulle of bash, crappiest cuts you could think of we would have pissed our pants! (through laughing of course, not throo fear lol) it was difficult for us to get our heads around too.