blase deviant
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Okay, I'm really sorry to shit up the advanced drug forum with stuff like this, but is it possible to regain the magic? I haven't used for close to a year, but speed pretty much sucks unless I have benzos, and then it's "just alright".
Even though I'm not addicted to opiates, and not addicted to benzos (although I use moderately/am mildly habituated, I have tapered down), is it possible they changed my brain permanently to some extent to make speed feel worse?
I just get 'odd feelings', pins and needles, disorientation, overheating, jumpiness/paranoia. No good feelings like I used to, even back when I used them without benzos (which is what I did 99% of the time).

I tried magnesium, l-tyrosine. Both help a little bit, but it's still nowhere close. It's like a really short high and a really long comedown, whereas the good feeling/high part used to be longer than the comedown (which wasn't as bad).
Even though I'm not addicted to opiates, and not addicted to benzos (although I use moderately/am mildly habituated, I have tapered down), is it possible they changed my brain permanently to some extent to make speed feel worse?
I just get 'odd feelings', pins and needles, disorientation, overheating, jumpiness/paranoia. No good feelings like I used to, even back when I used them without benzos (which is what I did 99% of the time).

I tried magnesium, l-tyrosine. Both help a little bit, but it's still nowhere close. It's like a really short high and a really long comedown, whereas the good feeling/high part used to be longer than the comedown (which wasn't as bad).