Been really long since i wrote one of these but hey why not. I have had a hell of a time so far going back to school and stuff also been doing hella dope to smoothen any kinks. I seem to have become more resilient and keep my head up even with all the disappointment strange as it sounds the drugs are my crutch better than any antidepressant i ever had but only for a short period. I am currently off for a significant period coping. Drank some beers on friday feels good man after two years of nothing but dope. I really love that i have kept off benzos, they are the worst thing ever like retardation only ten times worse. WALL OF TEXT haha feels good to be alive and in retrospect its the little subtleties that count. Love ya'll blers. strange as it sounds the drugs are my crutch better than any antidepressant i ever had but only for a short period. I am currently off for a significant period coping. Drank some beers on friday feels good man after two years of nothing but dope. I really love that i have kept off benzos, they are the worst thing ever like retardation only ten times worse. WALL OF TEXT haha feels good to be alive and in retrospect its the little subtleties that count. Love ya'll blers.
