Reflections Above Ground

[Zennie]

so ultimately this is more of an emotional ramble, than a poem, but oh well...
Under control, managable.
Never before did i hope for these words to describe my state of mind...
Until Now
No one has hurt me as much as I have hurt myself.
Hiding it under a mask of smiles and good humor.
Freedom, release...
These are the things I strive for, and yet fear.
Afraid of exploding and yet more afraid of being alone.
But isn't that what I am now?
Zen
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"Give me life. Give me pain. Give me myself again."

 

[ShelleBear]

Zenns, we all have times when we feel alone, when things are going bad and we just feel "down". Just remember, that if we are alone, we are alone together. If you need to vent about something, drop me an email, my shoulder will always be there for you to lean on.
This was very beautifully written.
Hugz
Shelle

 

[acidbluE]

No one has hurt me as much as I have hurt myself.
Hiding it under a mask of smiles and good humor
i like this part alot. i was feelin down tonight and when i read this i thought about it and realized that most of the reasons that i feel the way i do are because of myself. it didnt make me feel better but at least know i understand why i am feeling this way.
peace
bluE