Lightning-Nl
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- Nov 11, 2012
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Lol check this-my shrink said he would never give me bentos for anxiety, it's like alcohol in a pain with my background drug I history. Then I mentioned well I used to be on adderall...throws a 90 day supply of adderall 30mg. Two times a day #180. And I said I need something for sleep he gives me "restoril 30mg", stupidly I asked knowing it was a benzo. He goes "benzodiazepine derivitave" idk if he was just stupid and didn't know his stuff, or figured since it's not commercial benzo it would be ok? I took (5) 150mg, and that felt
Like taking 3 bars but way more euphoric...these doctors will give a junkie pharmacy grade meth but deny you a benzo for anxiety, makes so sense
Temazepam seems to be the most euphoric of the benzo's. If you read any studies done on the stuff, they say that it's the only benzodiazepine that has an addiction potential that rivals that of the barbiturates (in fact, some people claim that it's more addictive than Secobarbital). For some reason, however, I've yet to experience that addiction potential. In fact, I found Lorazepam (supposedly the least addictive benzodiazepine) to be WAY more addictive than Temazepam. But whatever...
Maybe Temazepam is more psychologically reinforcing? Otherwise, I'd actually have to say that Lorazepam takes the cake over Temazepam. In fact - I'm very physically dependent on benzo's at the moment... 1 milligram of Ativan can completely eliminate any and all signs of WD's for me. While Temazepam helps a ton; even 30 milligrams of Temazepam can't stop WD's completely. I'm glad I've stuck to my 30 milligrams a night to be honest. Especially since I'm having phsyical addiction issues with Ativan right now - I can't even imagine what it would be like if this was with Temazepam rather than Lorazepam...