shroomco877
Bluelighter
I know that you're used
To having me near.
But I've got to go away now-
Im afraid it's true, my dear.
I've got to fight this battle-
Win this war inside my head.
I've got to do this on my own.
I refuse to give up and play dead.
It's going to be a hard road-
A never ending fight.
But I must beat this addiction.
I must try with all my might.
So you won't see me for a while,
You won't get to hear my voice.
Please try to understand, my dear,
Doing this was my choice.
And when I come back home again-
I will be a different me.
I'll be sober, reborn, and clean-
I will be alive and free.
I won't be able to come back to my old life.
I won't hang out like old times.
I just wouldn't be able to handle that-
The temptation of "just one last time".
I'm sorry I'm so weak-minded.
I'm sorry I have to go away.
I don't want this to consume my life-
So goodbye now- my dear friends-
My new life starts today.
I know this is a pretty cheesy poem. But I had to write this one down. Today is the first day for me. Im hope I'll be able to do this. Thanks for reading.
Utopia
To having me near.
But I've got to go away now-
Im afraid it's true, my dear.
I've got to fight this battle-
Win this war inside my head.
I've got to do this on my own.
I refuse to give up and play dead.
It's going to be a hard road-
A never ending fight.
But I must beat this addiction.
I must try with all my might.
So you won't see me for a while,
You won't get to hear my voice.
Please try to understand, my dear,
Doing this was my choice.
And when I come back home again-
I will be a different me.
I'll be sober, reborn, and clean-
I will be alive and free.
I won't be able to come back to my old life.
I won't hang out like old times.
I just wouldn't be able to handle that-
The temptation of "just one last time".
I'm sorry I'm so weak-minded.
I'm sorry I have to go away.
I don't want this to consume my life-
So goodbye now- my dear friends-
My new life starts today.
I know this is a pretty cheesy poem. But I had to write this one down. Today is the first day for me. Im hope I'll be able to do this. Thanks for reading.
Utopia
