So, long story short, i was diagnosed with a temporary form of Arthritis and am prescribed 90 5mg Hydrocodone a month, but about a month ago since the hydrocodone barely touches my pain in the night or in the morning i was introduced to Perc 30s from by a friend. So i took an Oxycodone 30mg IR and well you could say it sure helped with the pain but it also got me high as hell. Ever since then, I've been buying about 1 Roxycodone 30mg a day, and taking it orally at night time mainly just for the high but also for the pain relieving effects. Now ever since about last week i've been taking an Oxy 30 orally at night plus snorting about another 10 - 15mg because my tolerance is slowly going up. I plan on taking a week or two break for my tolerance but I'm starting to get a little worried about becoming dependent. I don't get any W/Ds or anything but I just think about getting high during the day and its the best part of my night. I know it's addicting, I'm going down a bad road, and all that. But if i can maintain a normal life and control myself with just enjoying 1 or maybe 1 and a half at night should i be that worried? It really does help my pain, i just enjoy the high at night. I just relax and watch Netflix. Any advice or opinions? Thanks.