Apologies for light read
but yeah it should be probably taken with self control, I know someone has these comedowns I only did once and that was not mdma. because of the crappy nor here n there feeling. but this yesterday was really felt pure, I slept like a baby took 4000mg of ascorbic acid, took 2 more, me and 5-htp just have these stomach aches while taking it so I just stopped also I think a lot of that is expensive urine after all, as l-tryptophan but don't take it as some universal truth. It is subjective, I found more with eating quality fish that morning and after couple of boiled eggs, ham If I can eat, or if not
just make some salad and put less eggs in. or gyros
I had these binge moments when I first tried xtc when I was 26. which is when I tried also blow first time I loved it as I was not drunk in a seconds but in perfect mood. Later I tried it couple times and the quality is so bad that I just saw that for partying mdma is better which was a disaster, taking xtc or mdma two days in a row or three I did luckily at that time discovered bluelight. but more for reading. I now sometimes don't come here for days but when I do this is the place I would found out about recent studies as also I get MAPS latest studies and progress in mail.
As this thread or post is about that.
I woke up refreshed started cleaning felt even better. starting is maybe still the hardest thing in that process.
Also it obliterates Phenibut first part of rebound withdrawal but i said earlier that I will use it in two or three weeks, this HCL didn't create any stomach or GI issues. as it was on 2.5 g I found sweet spot. there is ANHEDONIA strong after even with pregabalin felt couple days and this is the second time I didnt even plan on mdma as it was more than a year. I was pleasantly surprised as I forgot that feeling. so it came strong euphoric
taking vitamin C high dose always helps or eating oranges, kiwi, tangerines, lemon is hardcore I think it probably lessen the neurotoxicity, also heat or temp is not a lot fluctuating.
So if you dance or someone around you like never before. the best is some isotonic or PowerAid drink as keeping your water intake not to much or like bottoms up, You cant or don't urinate so you sweat salt, electrolytes.
With all that serotonin flood your stomach contracts and i cant drink one small beer, some of my friend drink like they took some blow or amphetamines, but I think that is because some of them are now alcoholics or maybe functional alcoholics so they are habituated.
Now I did before also maybe amphetamines the other day if there was an after party which is full of eyes that doesn't even blink. so I would light I joint and it is like that after glow just becomes GLOW again.
Don't redoes at at least hour and a half after you take mdma. 2mg/kg is some scale you can go about. You can redose after maybe 90 minutes if it is xtc some of those on
pill reports which is also good place to see for your area latest reports, also you can order Test-kit with their voucher ( I think this is not sourcing it is more harm reduction but if am wrong ( you know what to do)
pure MDMA should be white like crystals or if crushed it is like white small little glass. so i never liked the intranasal ROA it is like a different drug. not very much anything.
here in Europe it is that also with amphetamines which I think that ROA like oral is less edgy more cognitive as physical or peripheral stimulation( depending on what is in that sludge) less comedown or not that jittery on edge.
I must say for the end I never had psychosis because I felt bad like everyone else but I somehow learned not to get frustrated over small things or not going in situations that could escalate to some fixation over stupid things.
Set and setting are probably always important not just for acid.
So stay properly hydrated, put some music or make some music it is also rewarding. I guess output is also dictating the input like two way street, hence the isolation or sensory deprivation tanks. Test it, Watch out for each other not like being boring but every hour just like in poker, you just check, till your friend says check-great I'm flying. than you lower the chances of any bad situations
Just have larger gap between taking it, try to take only from people you trust but testing is Mangelin, Mache and Marquis are in cheap kit you take the best thing a small piece from every xtc or mdma crystals or powder also small parts like 3, 4 just to be sure.
I think for dependency on mdma is like you said above only when you go impulsively try to avoid that lousy feeling of taking to much mdma or amphetamines with it days after. You will feel the brain zaps and you try to sleep it wakes you up it is very frustrating. So that is like last warning to just stop!
Stay safe and be responsible adult in everything. I tell you that because I wasn't than I was and latter is better.
