I dunno...today...I finally feel like I've been able to put into words, well, how I've handled myself and relationships of late. It sounds bad, really, and I don't try and justify or explain why this has been my pattern of behavior...it just is, and I can finally articulate it to myself, and others.
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Rebound, I
*bounce*
through my feelings.
Not thinking, not dwelling.
For once shutting out the psychotic psychoanalysis, sometimes simply maddening.
So I rebound,
and bounce.
Emotionally untied to anything,
At will I tie myself into everything
and everyone - if only for a fleeting second.
Or two, if it's a comfortable place-
until I see my same desperation in them
until I've got what I can-
or what I came for.
Not stopping to look for anything more,
some permanence to make me stay,
so i rebound, bounce,
and run away.
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bc-
s^8^ represent.
"Fuck PLUR! it's all about hardcore ass fucking!!"
'I think, therefore I fuck up.'
"drug suppliers, typically wearing 'Ecko' brand sweat shirts shuffle around the dance floor, chanting softly, 'want some pills? k?'" - Shu Shin Luh, The Chicago Sun-Times
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rebound, I
*bounce*
through my feelings.
Not thinking, not dwelling.
For once shutting out the psychotic psychoanalysis, sometimes simply maddening.
So I rebound,
and bounce.
Emotionally untied to anything,
At will I tie myself into everything
and everyone - if only for a fleeting second.
Or two, if it's a comfortable place-
until I see my same desperation in them
until I've got what I can-
or what I came for.
Not stopping to look for anything more,
some permanence to make me stay,
so i rebound, bounce,
and run away.
------------------
bc-
s^8^ represent.
"Fuck PLUR! it's all about hardcore ass fucking!!"
'I think, therefore I fuck up.'
"drug suppliers, typically wearing 'Ecko' brand sweat shirts shuffle around the dance floor, chanting softly, 'want some pills? k?'" - Shu Shin Luh, The Chicago Sun-Times
