Yes it is worth getting sober the life of a heroin addict is nothing but disappointment and pain man. I’ve lived it for many years before. I’ve overdosed lost jobs been narcan’d by all my siblings and both parents, overdosed on the highway hit a state trooper went to jail, been homeless broke down bad.
Yes it is hard to cope but life is so much more worth it on this side of things. Yes we have to deal with emotions and feelings and live as it happens but we are equipped to do so with the help of others who have done it before us.
I’m 3 months off of methadone and heroin and my life is substantially better. Just got a great job, can sleep like a normal person, eat food, go to the gym. I actually have real energy. My family doesn’t have a restraining order on me. They talk to me and are happy.
Just know you can’t do this alone and I’d strongly suggest going to detox/inpatient, and a sober house if you’re serious about this. You need human connections with people who aren’t using drugs. And trust me
One day if you do these things you’ll wake up and be grateful you did and grateful to be alive again. G bless