jambabomba
Bluelighter
really tired of this benzo withdrawing - need help
Hi,
I have kicked benzos this year first time in autumn and it went fine then. Then used again, stopped and went find again. Then started to use again (stupid me) and now I feel like I can't do it anymore.
I'm so tired mentally and physically because this has been such a hard fight all year and have started to have many physical symptoms wich I'm not sure anymore are they benzo withdrawal caused paranoia/hypocondria or real.
Last benzo "binge" or how would you call it lasted about two weeks mostly 10-20mg temazepam or 0.5-2mg xanax. Now I have taken 5mg diazepam last four days and not anymore xanax and temazepam. I have also used phenibut 5-15g/day about a year soon and Lyrica 300-600mg at the top of that. Four days ago I stopped taking pregabalin along with tramadol and codeine (wich I have also used on and off all year usually four weeks at a time). Tramadol withdrawal cause me deprsession, extreme lethargy and some flue symptoms but nothing major. Majos issue is related again to those benzo withdrawals and I feel like this fu***** "kindling" phenomenon has something to do with this. I mean it seem to get more and more hard every time I do this and I have done it so many times this year that my mind and body feels like they are giving up. I have never been a suicidal person but now I have been really giving up. Feels like I just can't take this much more. My heart isn't liking this. That was a bad period when I hadn't sleep about two weeks no more than 3-4 hours per night despite working physically hard. That with benzo withdrawals feels has broken something iside me.
Now I have only 5mg diazepam left and two (2) 25mg Chlordiazepoxides left of long acting benzos. Xanax and temazepam I have enough but won't like to use them at this situation any more.
Do you have any suggestion how to deal this shit alive? Phenibut I have been reducing this week from 15g to 7g and today will propably reduce evening dose to 3 or 4 grams. I have used quetiapine at night but ex. last night it gave me tingling sensation from my back around to the body wich caused restless legs and kept me awake wich made me thinking it's because of it's lowering seizure threshold. What I have read seizures might even be just that kind of "tingling" feelings.
Those who has experience in same kind of situations what do you suggest?
Do you think those 5mg valium and 2x 25 Chlordiazepoxide would be enough to taper my benzo habit completely off now?
Sorry about language mistakes, my native language isn't english.
Thank you
Hi,
I have kicked benzos this year first time in autumn and it went fine then. Then used again, stopped and went find again. Then started to use again (stupid me) and now I feel like I can't do it anymore.
I'm so tired mentally and physically because this has been such a hard fight all year and have started to have many physical symptoms wich I'm not sure anymore are they benzo withdrawal caused paranoia/hypocondria or real.
Last benzo "binge" or how would you call it lasted about two weeks mostly 10-20mg temazepam or 0.5-2mg xanax. Now I have taken 5mg diazepam last four days and not anymore xanax and temazepam. I have also used phenibut 5-15g/day about a year soon and Lyrica 300-600mg at the top of that. Four days ago I stopped taking pregabalin along with tramadol and codeine (wich I have also used on and off all year usually four weeks at a time). Tramadol withdrawal cause me deprsession, extreme lethargy and some flue symptoms but nothing major. Majos issue is related again to those benzo withdrawals and I feel like this fu***** "kindling" phenomenon has something to do with this. I mean it seem to get more and more hard every time I do this and I have done it so many times this year that my mind and body feels like they are giving up. I have never been a suicidal person but now I have been really giving up. Feels like I just can't take this much more. My heart isn't liking this. That was a bad period when I hadn't sleep about two weeks no more than 3-4 hours per night despite working physically hard. That with benzo withdrawals feels has broken something iside me.
Now I have only 5mg diazepam left and two (2) 25mg Chlordiazepoxides left of long acting benzos. Xanax and temazepam I have enough but won't like to use them at this situation any more.
Do you have any suggestion how to deal this shit alive? Phenibut I have been reducing this week from 15g to 7g and today will propably reduce evening dose to 3 or 4 grams. I have used quetiapine at night but ex. last night it gave me tingling sensation from my back around to the body wich caused restless legs and kept me awake wich made me thinking it's because of it's lowering seizure threshold. What I have read seizures might even be just that kind of "tingling" feelings.
Those who has experience in same kind of situations what do you suggest?
Do you think those 5mg valium and 2x 25 Chlordiazepoxide would be enough to taper my benzo habit completely off now?
Sorry about language mistakes, my native language isn't english.
Thank you
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