"real" vs "fake"

[gugglebum]

^^
I think it depends on the person.

I am a pretty big pothead (probably stoned on average 40% of the time I am awake) and I have issues with depression and stuff. So most of the time when I puff it does let me relax and forget my problems. But occasionally I get "too high" or I have a bad mindset and I can have a bad time with pot because it gives me lots of anxiety or minor panic attacks.

MDMA, I think, is *not* a drug to let you escape your problems. If you take MDMA with a bad mindset or some messed up issues you can have a really emotional bad time. It's never happened to me but I've seen it happen. Actually I think MDMA makes you aware of your problems but gives you the hope and honesty to work them out.

Opiates/Benzos just get you so faded you don't give a fuck. Even if you do happen to think about problems on these drugs most likely you'll shrug it off and forget about it 5 seconds later.

My favorite drugs aren't those which make you forget about or suppress your problems. They are ones that make you aware of what you need to do to make your life better and show you how to do it. That is why LSD and MDMA are my favorite drugs. I love Cannabis too but it's been a long time since I was still trying to convince myself that being a pothead was doing me any good.

This fits my situation 100%

We should quit the weed ... cause it's not doing our lungs any good, nor our mind, but that's something that's more long-term.

Also, we'd have more money for other more interesting drugs
Long live acid!

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I think I'm more of a 70% stoner, but whatever. It depends, when I'm busy I don't get high. When I'm not, I don't stop getting high.

 

[Baker]

I like type 1 drugs, like psychadelics, marijuana and E (occasionally opens up my mind).
I find ecstasy and weed combination allows me to deal with my ideas and philosophies so I can deal with whats messed up in my life. It has a shallow glow around my thoughts but this is whats so great about it, it allows me to go in depth into thoughts that could otherwise be painful and once i've come down I feel like a much better person for it. If a drug doesn't improve my sober life, I don't think its worth doing... However sometimes drugs like alcohol and speed have their pros, as they enable you to be more social and less anxious so that you are able to meet new friends expand your community and open yourself up to new groups or whatnot.

I tend not to like speed especially as once its gone im left with a fake "hollowness" a hole that I don't know how to fill for a couple of days after. So I generally stay away from type 2 drugs and now I only try to seek out type 1 drugs when I feel im in need of an altered perspective on my life. At the moment i'm quite satisfied, lets see how I feel in a month.

weed and ecstasy are great at filling the gaps and I think they would lie in between type 1 (mind expansion) and type 2 (escapism). As they seem to share properties from both

 

[blahblahblah]

I like type 1.333 drugs: AKA, everything under the sun that alterns my conscious or heightens my senses and does have horrible bad side effects. Just like the seasons I go thru phases, sometimes hard drugs IV, some times just a few xanax, sometimes psychedelics, sometime pot, I am a huge poly-addicted drug addict, if it can fuck joo up I want to try it. Its all boils down to wanting to feel diffferent. Why feel normal when I KNOW I can feel better. Drugs are Drugs

I still dont really get the question

 

[Khadijah]

^^^i dont think nobody does man

ima tr and make it as simple as it gets, If you are doin a drug to escape pain, in your escape would u rather feel like everything is ok, or like you just dont care that everything aint ok?

 

[blahblahblah]

That I dont care if everything isnt ok

X and Coke hit me as fake drugs

 

[JV]

best description of an opiate high that i saw on bluelight was that it makes you think that nothing has to be done because in your mind it is already done...so i guess opiates would make you think that "everything is OK" (i'm assuming that you mean opiates when you say that there are drugs that make you not care that everything is not OK)...

^^i believe k'doutinaz said that.

for me, i pretty much only use opiates, benzos and weed. i usually just use drugs to get high, but sometimes to forget whatever wrong and what not. i would rather feel that i dont care if everything isnt ok, like blahblahblah said. i have never used psychs before, but i would, just havent really got around to it. everytime ive tried to get ecstasy, its fallen through, had shrooms, and sold em, and havent ever been able to get acid unfortunately. im sure ill try em sometime.

 

[Khadijah]

Just like the seasons I go thru phases

yo last time i read that it said "just like the CALENDAR i got thru phases", what the fuck cause i dont see the thing that says it was edited at the bottom. i knowit used to say calendar tho cause i was thinking,"how does a calendar go thru phases...well it dont matter i get the point."

what is the deal with that how can u edit a post without it getting tagged at the end?

 

[blahblahblah]

^ I think your seeing things

thats why I edited it as I figured 'saesons' fit in better than 'calander' but I change more than 4 times a year (seasons) and the calander changes 12 times so I thought that would better reflect on how many different phases I run thru. Than I said fuck it 'seasons' sound better.

And the editing thing missing form the bottom, I scored a program that lets me edit my posts but not have it show up so it makes people think, I know what I just saw and it wasnt that. I also stupid imagination.

Really I cant tell you why the edit message didnt show up cause I dont know, honest.


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