So the rules changed since the last time I have posted. And a hell of a lot of things have changed. I read my past blogs and wow, I have changed a bit. I'm doing my best that I can right now by what life has thrown at me. Lost a bit more and now I am trying to crawl out of a giant hole I created. I got a job finally after being freed a year ago and it's in a different state. I relapsed after being out for a month and I am now in MMT. I am going to start the detox Monday but take it slow so I have a better chance of not fucking up. My job takes about 12 hour days 6 days a week so I won't be bored, don't know a source on the South and I regularly go to meetings everyday. I talk to my little wifey again and she is a big help for me but I understand that it will be a battle to get things back before heroin.
