ChristBait
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 27, 2005
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RE: What would you do if you were attracted to minors?
Ok I was going to post this in the original thread but that got closed for whatever reason. This has become a serious issue in my life as of late. I posted a joke thread a couple months back about it when I was trolling, but there was an underlying problem I was too uncomfortable to admit. This issue is far too sensitive for me to bring up with anyone in the real world because of my obvious shame and guilt for having these feelings towards teen girls. Problem is, I'm the type of person that conveys all their flaws in everything I do and say. People that don't even know me well already assume I'm some wierd drug-addicted pedophile. When it gets to the point when your own family doesn't trust you around your nephew, than that becomes a problem. Not that I have it out for young boys, or even young girls... just teenage girls. The fact that I'm almost 30 years old doesn't help either.
But I don't see why I'm singled out when it comes to these things. I'm a heterosexual male, so of course regardless of what age I am I'm going to be attracted to teen girls. With the advent of the internet and sites like Youtube and Stickam, its kinda hard not to notice these days. Obviously I would never act out on any of these feelings. But the more I indulge, the more guilty I feel after. For some reason I'm just not attracted to women my age, instead have an affimation towards older women or adolescent girls.
I think the worst part about it is that people can already assume these things about me just by talking to me, without obviously ever mentioning it. But it's something that I have no other outlet for when it comes to getting any kind of treatment or therapy to correct it.
Seriously, what should I do?
Ok I was going to post this in the original thread but that got closed for whatever reason. This has become a serious issue in my life as of late. I posted a joke thread a couple months back about it when I was trolling, but there was an underlying problem I was too uncomfortable to admit. This issue is far too sensitive for me to bring up with anyone in the real world because of my obvious shame and guilt for having these feelings towards teen girls. Problem is, I'm the type of person that conveys all their flaws in everything I do and say. People that don't even know me well already assume I'm some wierd drug-addicted pedophile. When it gets to the point when your own family doesn't trust you around your nephew, than that becomes a problem. Not that I have it out for young boys, or even young girls... just teenage girls. The fact that I'm almost 30 years old doesn't help either.
But I don't see why I'm singled out when it comes to these things. I'm a heterosexual male, so of course regardless of what age I am I'm going to be attracted to teen girls. With the advent of the internet and sites like Youtube and Stickam, its kinda hard not to notice these days. Obviously I would never act out on any of these feelings. But the more I indulge, the more guilty I feel after. For some reason I'm just not attracted to women my age, instead have an affimation towards older women or adolescent girls.
I think the worst part about it is that people can already assume these things about me just by talking to me, without obviously ever mentioning it. But it's something that I have no other outlet for when it comes to getting any kind of treatment or therapy to correct it.
Seriously, what should I do?