Noahhatesme
Bluelighter
Just got done watching the movie adaptation of the perks of being a wallflower... again. Its kinda my go to mental breakdown movie. Its like takimg a 50/50 on a gameshow. Either it pulls me right out of my funk cause i end up crying it all out or i dont feel anything for a few days and then we see how it plays out. Ive avoided it for longer than usual though. Seems i tend to have one about every 3 months with the wost in decemer and june. Seems i slid past that by what? A week?
Ig its progress.
Hell decwmber 10th 2021 was whn i attempted. So at least i beat that. Like a fucking game of tetris. Twtris is nice. Its a good game. I should play some tetris tommorow.
I have school tommorow so i should go to sleep soon. But who needs it? I lpok dead enough who tf needs beauty sleep. Beuty sleep is for beatiful losers.
Somtimes i loke to imaginge i am on a boat and im floating. Then it dosent feel so weird. It makes more sense. I hate boats. I remember when my dad would take me out on his fishing boat. Hes to busy now. Ten million kids. But at least he is around more than onxe a month now. He used to come home to sleep. Now he comes home to live. Its nice most of the time.
You know that feeling where the whole world feels like it is playing in mono? Everything seems worn and weathered. Like the smell of a library.
I love that old book smell but i prefer to smell it not see it.
Life feels like how old books smell
Ig its progress.
Hell decwmber 10th 2021 was whn i attempted. So at least i beat that. Like a fucking game of tetris. Twtris is nice. Its a good game. I should play some tetris tommorow.
I have school tommorow so i should go to sleep soon. But who needs it? I lpok dead enough who tf needs beauty sleep. Beuty sleep is for beatiful losers.
Somtimes i loke to imaginge i am on a boat and im floating. Then it dosent feel so weird. It makes more sense. I hate boats. I remember when my dad would take me out on his fishing boat. Hes to busy now. Ten million kids. But at least he is around more than onxe a month now. He used to come home to sleep. Now he comes home to live. Its nice most of the time.
You know that feeling where the whole world feels like it is playing in mono? Everything seems worn and weathered. Like the smell of a library.
I love that old book smell but i prefer to smell it not see it.
Life feels like how old books smell
