most probably when you get to your mates and aren't forced to think about, and watch, depressing shit you haven't got any control over. that kinda stuff depresses even the happiest of folk BCF
you've had a major split, had to move, your parents are getting divorced, and didn't your grandad just die? Laptop woes too
fuck me, that's a lifetime of misery in the space of a month or two. a thoroughly depressing sequence of events in anyone's diary.
keep your mental focus on that upandcoming little ray of sunshine when you move to your mates. a new environment not plagued by misery will feel like a weight's been lifted, I'm sure
You're missed of a morning in the gibberings thread btw, so I recommend you keep posting, even if it's about misery stuff ... you've got to offload that cloud somehow ... shower us with it and have an occasional rant/moan as and when you need to