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Random MSN Gibberings XCVIII - Pass me the Valium please / Shammy's big boner

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I don't think it's related to my gag reflex as I don't have to touch the back of my throat or anything.

Having said that I don't have much of a gag reflex and can take very large pills with no water and take stuff sublingual that has made many of my friends wretch, MDMA crystal being one of them.

It may be to do with me having to take quite allot of medication as a young child for asthma in particular the delights of Intal Spinhalers, as well salbutamol and becotide inhalers as well as salbutamol tablets, all tasted vile
 
Albion said:
I stoiicl carltle ting;lw, what ;llangueimnce this is writen eingheuhs



F T F POLIXE
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Albion said:
LSD mkaies tis better ;)
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Albion said:
Rocovereing from the adicitannce i'm taken elsd today to parnts...kiceked out no nthstres markarley


FUCKINGH HELLPPS
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Albion said:
Kicking me out af 7am tomorrow mourning purely due to unethical gounds of trippy pleasantly
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Albion said:
May absolutely take you up that offer of respite <3 if all metaphorical shit hits the fan
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lul...


Wow. I don't remember any of this. I blame etizolam, not fucking ACID.
 
Not a good move to take acid in your parents home. While under their roof you have to play by their rules, age old story.
 
Mm, always hated that rule til I realised around the age of 20 or so that they probably had a point. Well, kinda ;) Hope you're doing as ok as can be Albion, fucking shite thing to deal with, had same thing with my parents when they found out I was doing speed and it took a lotta talking and promises and whatnot to smooth that out. They had the same problem with acid but no problem with me coming home tripping on shrooms, I think cos I'd been doing them before they became class A so to me parents acid was out but shrooms were fine and they just found it funny. Weird how that tiny distinction can mean so much.

In non-drug related news, got moved into the new place today, fucking loving it! First time I've had my own place that I don't have to share with people, smart as fuck here too! Proper grown up now, me ;)
 
Ahh dear Albs, that doesn't sound good! At first glance those certainly look like benzo posts but I don't believe I have ever tried to post while tripping on acid (maybe I have but can't remember ;)) so tricky to say which was responsible. Hope you can smooth things over with your parents. Apologetic and offering not to take drugs while under their roof is probably the way forwards; appreciate how frustrating that may be while you are having to live there over the summer, but if they are unhappy about it then it's not going to be nice for them or you if you do so..

edit: should have posted that in your thread about it, sorry!

Hey snols, glad your new place is good! I hate moving with a passion.. nearly moved out of my flat recently but decided not to. So good having your own space :D just be careful not to get isolated <3
 
Aye, moving is the worst innit :( Staying is best idea for sure if you have the choice <3 Yeah the isolation thing worries me cos I know how miserable I get without people but my mate lives a 15 min walk away and girlthing is just down the road so assuming my laziness doesn't kick in it should be ok. Have a tendency to just be apathetic and lock myself away but this feels like a new start so...!
 
A friend of mine has helped himself to the remainder of my cider when I was out picking something up, and put the bottle back as if nothing has happened. I can't afford any more. I would have given him some if he'd asked me! He's a bit cheeky, he always has to have some of whatever i've got, even if there's only just enough for me or if it's all i've got for a while if I'm skint, and will go in the huff like a spoilt brat if he can't get his own way.

Rant over and out of my system.
 
SamhainGrim said:
Proper fatties are usually bitter and tortured souls with a vendetta against those who can maintain a grip on their figures and their calorific intake.
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Fuck you and the 28" waist kecks you strode on in, Mr Sammy Sveltensexyboy :p

Some of us are just *ahem* big-boned... and the some of us just foolishly swapped the highly successful smack 'n' crack diet for the highly unsuccessful - but also highly society-friendly - booze 'n' telly diet without reading the small print 8)

I also agree with Marmz' comparison of drug and food abuse. Can only speak for myself but I know fersure that before I discovered drugs I used food in a strangely similar way as a child. Looking back it was almost along bulimic lines only without the puking bit cos I never could make myself sick no matter how hard I tried. I know I definitely had a bit of a "thing" for comfort eating back then - and to a far lesser degree have done my whole life, even now - but also had a weird "aggresive/vengeful eating" thing going on in me yoof. Whenever I was angry/hurt/frustrated with things - especially interparental relations - I'd steal food (food was strictly monitored with various weird rules and punishments and stuff surrounding it in my childhood years) when I was left home alone and have disgusting pigouts. This not only lit up all those luvverly, luvverly pleasure and reward systems in me noggin but was also one of the myriad of modest, minor rebellions I felt could help me "take the power back" in some small way.

/free psycotherapy session

That aside, evenin', all :)
 
Shambles said:
Fuck you and the 28" waist kecks you strode on in, Mr Sammy Sveltensexyboy :p
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I was only being a dick for the purpose of making some kind of satirical point about stereotyping, but as is often the case I only really succeeded in being a dick. ;)

Some of my friends are big-boned, I swear.
 
Why does wine, vermouth and gin have to be staring me in the fucking face when I make a cuppa tea, when I'm craving booze so fucking much and there's a high chance that if I start drinking again I will end up in ICU or dead?

"Stop the world, I wanna get off..."
 
^ Won't insult your intelligence by trying to tell you what you know far better than I, Monsta. But will extend my heartfelt sympathy - and even borderline empathy - your way for what is clearly a deeply shit situation. Maybe create a booze-free zone in and around the tea-making area? <3

SamhainGrim said:
I was only being a dick for the purpose of making some kind of satirical point about stereotyping, but as is often the case I only really succeeded in being a dick. ;)

Some of my friends are big-boned, I swear.
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And I, oh slinky-hipped one, was but using it as an excuse of a spot of waistline-envy ;)

I do try to make a point of sticking up for one or two groups who get grief in the form of an *ism now and then (used to get on me moral high-horse when folk bandied about terms like "gypo" and "pikey" a while back, for example - mainly cos I was engaged to one for several years) but fatties are can look after themselves without me getting all PC Brigade on ya for yer japery. They could do with exercising their fat sausagey fingers anyway :D

Despite all my bitching 'bout waistline concerns, I ain't exactly a whale so much as just mourning the loss of my junkydom-based killer cheekbones and 28" waistline days anyway. That and maybe a modicum of residual resentment of being one of the fat-enough-to-be-called-"fatty"-but-fit-enough-to-still-be-on-various-school-sports-teams-so-probly-not-exactly-morbidly-obese-either during me schooldays.

Much as with drug abuse and the potential for drug-related problems that ensue, food abuse and the potential for fatty-fatty-boom-boom related problems that ensure are self-inflicted wounds. Underlying psychological/mental/emotional issues surely play their part in many/most cases but ultimately tis us wot hit that vein and/or hit that chippy without anyone putting a gun to our head or owt.

Besides, real women like men with curves ;)
 
Monsta, much <3 ! The mind is a cruel thing; it's amazing how it can completely ignore what it knows to be the right/sensible thing and kick us when we're down by producing cravings for something we know will do us harm :( do you have any tips or tricks to help you in times like this?

Shambles said:
Besides, real women like men with curves ;)
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:D

Read it as "real men like women with curves" but I like the sentiment either way :)

I can see the parallels too. Both are complex and clearly go beyond the desire to get high/be thin. Ultimately it is down to us, of course, as you say no one is holding us at gunpoint.. I don't think the individual in question should be blamed either though, often various powerful forces are at work behind the scenes and I can see overeating etc being a form of self-medication in a way, much like taking drugs can be. Definitely coping strategy, anyway, doesn't quite fit under "self-medication" I guess!
 
Totally agree that nobody should be pilloried for doing whatever it takes to get them through the night and certainly wasn't what I meant by the "gun to the head" bit. Tis an incredibly complex issue all this addiction/compulsion stuff and I frankly don't know where I stand on it myself most of the time to be honest :\

In other news, my but oxy is a stimulating beast. Am gobsmacked I managed to keep this post down to two lines (deleted a few other lines to nip the ramble in the bud though 8)) and two further lines to explain the comparitive brevity of the said two lines 8o
 
How long you been doing oxy shambles? nice stuff aint it, tried it for the first time a few weeks ago, blissful noddy itchy lovely-ness. although not kean on the sicky-feeling. was a bit careless last time and ended up with a mild rattle, put me off it. would love some atm though
 
You're fuelled by oxy this evening? I'm here courtesy of bupe. With Tennent's Super and weed thrown in for good measure, like.
 
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