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knockando, what are you banging on about lol
It all makes sense in context Danny boy!

knockando, what are you banging on about lol
In other news, I last dosed MDPV at 6pm and despite being all but sober I still cannot sleep. What a bitch of a drug. Next time I'll have to stop at 2pm. Muscle tension has finally let off too. My body doesn't deal as well with stims as it used to. I'll be mortified if I've run it into the ground already![]()
I'm pretty sure I'm maths dyslexic so prime numbers would be a bitch, even if it just amounts to memorising a list of numbers. Can't be dealing with them.
Sounds like a form of meditation to me...I've no doubt it works. I might go for alphabet tonight. Do the words have to be absurd? :D I might go for swears/derogatory words...(Arse bitched cunt dribbling eedyit fucking goatsed hillhumping imbecilic jackassing kackcocked limp minged nitwitted orifices pathetically etc)
I'll save the rest for later![]()
How are you feeling today, MM?
I GOT FOUR AND A HALF HOURS SLEEP!!
Take that MDPV. Good sleep tooLil bit cold sweaty but that's just fumigating the demon.
And does a person's ability to sleep really depend on how bored they are? I went for the alphabet. Got bored after completing it a few times, saying it backwards etc. I was content to lie there in a hypnotic stupor after that and eventually dozed off naturally.
Weather's nice again. Unfortunately I have to drag myself away from the comfort of cider, cannabis & garden to go to a "You're sacked wee sacks" meeting at work. Half tempted not to even bother, they're definitely sacking me anyway, my presence in the room won't change that fact. I'd better just go though, I'll get something good for lunch & a pile of booze on the way home.
So it's finally happened. I wouldn't be pissed off about it if I was you, sounds like they've done you a massive favour, cause for celebration I reckon. Now get reading the PM I sent you about making money online and crack on. You've no excuse now.![]()
It sounds like you're getting the shitty rebound insomnia from Etiz to me! My favourite thing to do when I can't sleep is choose a colour and then think of everything that colour whilst staying as still as is humanly possible. Eventually a scratch will bugger it up but i'm usually off by the third attempt. Last night was shite sleep though.
It may be in part due to etiz, I haven't touched any for a week at least though. It most definitely was due to the MDPV. Last dose was at 6pm. Didn't get to sleep til 5am 8( Spent the hours of 8pm-2am feeling tense and wired. I need to dose less often, dose lower, and maybe try another ROA. Might try plugging.
I'mma buy some etiz this morning.
And so it begins...8)