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Wear goggles, or shades at least, they fling up all kinds of loose shit. I've obeyed this rule since a pebble about the size of a 2p shot past my face and into my neighbour's garden at 1000mph.
 
Bangin day again, gonna get outside and try get an all over tan, only back of my neck and right arm have done due to how I was sat so I just look mucky. Also when I was walking past the main block earlier this morning I found a disposable BBQ that some dirty cunt had shat on. Still made me giggle tho :D
 
Eurrrgh! Could you tell if they'd shat on it when it was lit? Sherlock Holmes would be looking for someone who stank of burnt pubes around now.
 
snolly said:
Bangin day again, gonna get outside and try get an all over tan, only back of my neck and right arm have done due to how I was sat so I just look mucky. Also when I was walking past the main block earlier this morning I found a disposable BBQ that some dirty cunt had shat on. Still made me giggle tho :D
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Hahaha, brilliant.
 
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Never say never, though. There are two people out there who I'd love to assist in their appointments with a cosmic custard pie. One of them's been on the list for five years.
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No offence man but why bother with the bitterness? I assume it's some pretty serious shit. I've had varing cases but there is only 1 person who if I see him ever anywhere I will physically harm, but that's cos I hold him responsible for many things including my mam and dad splitting up. It wouldn't be worth it at all, but he was just such an underhanded snake I'd love to plaster him a couple times.

Other than that the odd dodger, sold me a half q of chalk etc, aye if I saw him now I'm bigger than him I'd be chinning him about my money etc but fuck it no point crying over spilt milk.

As crackhead said aswell any wideos who are bigger than you, the standard procedure is get your bigger mate to anhilate them. Works well when your best mate is 16.5stone, a machine, and more than happy to stick up for you everytime ;)
 
Afternoon<3

I went to the pub and had a few beers last night then a couple more in Tiny Chat ( which was a giggle). I wasn’t expecting to have to do anything to demanding this morning but unexpectedly had to drive into London which was unpleasant with a banging headache and the heat. I don’t drink that often specifically because I get vile hangovers even from a couple of beers..

Re Revenge.. I think when I started actively trying to let go of bitterness amd leaving it up to the universe I started to actually see cause and effect in action… What goes around always comes around. So you can either fill your head with all that trash or just get over it and let it go. ( or let go let God as I would say)
Obviously some things take longer to let go of than others. A friend of mines husband left her for another woman and shes full of bitterness and rage and finding it hard to let go. I think forgiveness in that kind of circumstance is like peeling an onion one level comes off at a time so to speak and there are a lot of tears involved.

Another mate has an interesting visualisation she uses for bitterness.. She visualises giving the throughts to stones to absorb.
I was surprised to find that really effective.. Also imagining dropping them in a volcano or hole of some sort..sometimes directily into the hands of God.

Its interesting you should bring the subject up Marmz. Sam seems to think I have a vendetta against him which I dont. A bit of banter can be fun but I sincerely don't want any more rows. I'm really starting to see Eadd as a little internet family and think when we all get on it has such a lovely vibe. There are posts I don't like or disagree with. There are things about some people I don't like but there are also things about them that I'm really fond of.
Like Kate said, often we will find our nemesis shows up in any given situation and fireworks and little battles ensue but hopefully they can all be playful and pro-active rather than vindictive and pointless.

Sam I think you're a brilliant, fascinating bloke.. there are things that you say that I'm not keen on. Some posts make me cringe lol but I do actually like you.
 
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Re: The whole revenge thing, I dunno how I feel about it. I've never been hideously wronged, I can name maybe three people in all of my 25 years that I genuinely fucking hate. One specific person hounded me for months to the point of my dealer at the time offering to go kneecap him. Don't even remember if I was still posting here while that was going on, I don't think I was, but it was fucking hassle and I would have gladly seen him battered but then again I suspect he was maybe a bit on the special side so a beating would have done nothing other than make him feel more maligned than he did when I stopped speaking to him because he was a fucking creepy obsessive weirdo. Like, sending letters to my house, harassing my ex girlfriends and, worryingly, my college friends he'd never even met or spoken to etc etc. Saw the cunt on a bus once fairly recently and had a panic attack. Admit I was willing him to just turn up on the doorstep and be introduced to my Dad but all in all glad it's over and I hold no revenge fantasies now because I know that he will still be sat on his own playing WoW fifteen hours a day and hating everything.

Otherwise I guess revenge isn't on the cards for me, I prefer to move on because otherwise I dwell on shit and it obviously isn't healthy.
 
snolly said:
Re: The whole revenge thing, I dunno how I feel about it. I've never been hideously wronged, I can name maybe three people in all of my 25 years that I genuinely fucking hate. One specific person hounded me for months to the point of my dealer at the time offering to go kneecap him. Don't even remember if I was still posting here while that was going on, I don't think I was, but it was fucking hassle and I would have gladly seen him battered but then again I suspect he was maybe a bit on the special side so a beating would have done nothing other than make him feel more maligned than he did when I stopped speaking to him because he was a fucking creepy obsessive weirdo.

Otherwise I guess revenge isn't on the cards for me, I prefer to move on because otherwise I dwell on shit and it obviously isn't healthy.
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What was he hounding you for?

There is only one person I would genuinely like violent revenge on, and I will probably get it if someone else doesn't beat me to the punch. I am trying to forgive him but it is difficult. Even when I think i've forgiven him if I ever saw him I would curb stomp him American History X style.
 
He had a lovely habit of taking issue with everything I did, including smoking pot (he rang me up crying about this), drinking (he rang me up crying about that too), referring to WoW as a game, going for a drink with a guy I met on a course (I'm a lesbian), not being home from work when I said I would, all that lovely shit. Whenever I did something he didn't like, I'd get a three page long email. I'm a very unassertive person and my head was fucked up at the time so I put up with it because when I did stuff he 'approved of' he'd shower me with praise. Yeah. Anyways worked up the balls to tell him to fuck off and that set off a six or seven month long stalking campaign; bloke harassed friends I'd forgotten I even had in order to get through to me, sent stuff to my home address and even directly to my parents. Fucking mad cunt. Later found out he'd disowned his brother over an argument in FIFA and that he'd done the same thing to another girl shortly before we met. Hilariously what stopped it was when he finally found me on WoW again and I reported him, the GMs said if he contacted me again he'd get banned and WoW was veeeeeeerrry important to him, so that was that. At least, as far as I'm aware. I moved away shortly after.
 
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No offence man but why bother with the bitterness?
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Honestly, I feel it less and less with time... it's a bloke who was extremely snide by being sweetness and light to me while trying, repeatedly, to cop off with my then (very serious, 4 year relationship) girlfriend, who he worked with. Eventually I believe they got together for a bit. I suspect that there were shenanigans of some sort while we were going out.

I think I'm probably putting a lot of the other stresses which caused us to split up into that particular box, and there were a LOT of them... so he's shouldering more blame than he deserves. I've never hit anyone and I'm not going to start, I'm not going to seek him out, but if I bump into him (and I may well as we are connected through a 'scene' if you could call it that) I'd love to have a little chat with him and explain to the fullest extent what a worthless, two-faced cowardly prick I think he is. I just want him to go red and feel bad, preferably in the company of other people, and get it off my chest. That's all.

EDIT: Oh and I would also like to tell him that when he was playing guitar in the utterly pedestrian dad rock band he was part of (and which I had to go and see on several occasions because he was my then gf's friend) he looked like a wanking monkey.
 
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He had a lovely habit of taking issue with everything I did, including smoking pot (he rang me up crying about this), drinking (he rang me up crying about that too), referring to WoW as a game, going for a drink with a guy I met on a course (I'm a lesbian), not being home from work when I said I would, all that lovely shit. Whenever I did something he didn't like, I'd get a three page long email. I'm a very unassertive person and my head was fucked up at the time so I put up with it because when I did stuff he 'approved of' he'd shower me with praise. Yeah. Anyways worked up the balls to tell him to fuck off and that set off a six or seven month long stalking campaign; bloke harassed friends I'd forgotten I even had in order to get through to me, sent stuff to my home address and even directly to my parents. Fucking mad cunt. Later found out he'd disowned his brother over an argument in FIFA and that he'd done the same thing to another girl shortly before we met. Hilariously what stopped it was when he finally found me on WoW again and I reported him, the GMs said if he contacted me again he'd get banned and WoW was veeeeeeerrry important to him, so that was that. At least, as far as I'm aware. I moved away shortly after.
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Fuckin hell what a nutter! It seems like almost every woman I know ends up with one of these wierdos on their case at some point in their life. I seem to attract similar people but in terms of friendship - you know the people who just won't fuck off, who are really clingy? You know you probably shouldn't be nice to them like you would every other normal person in the world, but you are, then they take that as the green light to follow you around like a shadow.
 
It's hard to gauge people like that until you're in too deep. They usually seem really nice and like you've got loads in common at first (because they are agreeing with everything you say and exaggerating your shared interests / beliefs as the first stage of their parasitic dance).
 
jancrow said:
It's hard to gauge people like that until you're in too deep. They usually seem really nice and like you've got loads in common at first (because they are agreeing with everything you say and exaggerating your shared interests / beliefs as the first stage of their parasitic dance).
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Yeah, you go into it thinking "Why does everyone steer clear of this guy? He seems nice to me" haha. They are ridiculously impossible to shake off. What is it that makes someone into 'that' person exactly?

I always make sure I leave everything well before my time is up so I am never interpreted as being one of those people, that's how much I dislike them. The worst part is there is nothing I can pinpoint that is fundamentally wrong with them, they aren't bad people.
 
I suspect that they're shape shifters a la William Gibson's 'The Belonging Kind'.

Who knows what it is about them? A friend of mine went out with a girl like that for a bit. She was superficially lovely but there was something inherently WRONG about her... she'd lavish everyone with praise in a way which rapidly lost its charm and was very structured and artificial in her conversation, as though it was something she'd acquired on purpose rather than picked up naturally. I think that that was a defence mechanism she'd developed rather than the problem itself. It was impossible to pinpoint what was strange about her but you could guarantee that if she went up to a child it would flee, sometimes in tears, and hide from her.
 
jancrow said:
I suspect that they're shape shifters a la William Gibson's 'The Belonging Kind'.

Who knows what it is about them? A friend of mine went out with a girl like that for a bit. She was superficially lovely but there was something inherently WRONG about her... she'd lavish everyone with praise in a way which rapidly lost its charm and was very structured and artificial in her conversation, as though it was something she'd acquired on purpose rather than picked up naturally. I think that that was a defence mechanism she'd developed rather than the problem itself. It was impossible to pinpoint what was strange about her but you could guarantee that if she went up to a child it would flee, sometimes in tears, and hide from her.
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That seems a bit different to the sort of person i'm trying to get at. I know the sort of person you're talking about I think; The sort of person who is so obviously wearing a mask. You think that if you keep talking to them, and get to know them a bit better, they'll drop it. But they never do? They are just superficial through and through. You could say "I know this isn't actually WHO you are", but they still won't let you see.
 
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Fuckin hell what a nutter! It seems like almost every woman I know ends up with one of these wierdos on their case at some point in their life. I seem to attract similar people but in terms of friendship - you know the people who just won't fuck off, who are really clingy? You know you probably shouldn't be nice to them like you would every other normal person in the world, but you are, then they take that as the green light to follow you around like a shadow.
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Yep, think every woman I know's had one too :( He was like that at the start, shy guy, nervous, seemed nice and we had a bit in common so we became friends, lost touch, got back in touch and then all of a sudden BAM mentallist. I knew his girlfriend had just upped and left (for no reason, he said) but I didn't find out WHY until I got in touch with her (met her a few times prior to this kicking off) and I found out what had gone on.

So new policy is for me to be a damn sight more assertive than I once was!
 
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I think I'm probably putting a lot of the other stresses which caused us to split up into that particular box, and there were a LOT of them... so he's shouldering more blame than he deserves. I've never hit anyone and I'm not going to start, I'm not going to seek him out, but if I bump into him (and I may well as we are connected through a 'scene' if you could call it that) I'd love to have a little chat with him and explain to the fullest extent what a worthless, two-faced cowardly prick I think he is. I just want him to go red and feel bad, preferably in the company of other people, and get it off my chest. That's all.
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Fair play to you mate and your obviously a bigger man than he is. End of the day though, it takes 2, I've been cheated on but I had more bitterness towards the bird involved than the bloke, he would of just done what any red blooded male would of done. Doubt he even knew I existed.

In other news I've just got a job trial tonight in a lovely wee restaurant with decent hours. Feeling mint hammered the gym silly earlier, been out sunbathing etc. Only problem is through overdoing the squats and leg press I can hardly stand up, jelly legs. I've actually collapsed a couple of times in the house now. Will just have to explain to the boss I basically overdid the gym earlier on.

Hopefully won't be too busy!
 
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