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Random MSN Gibberings XCIV - How much for an 8th of Immodium?

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What a hazy crazy fucked up kinda day it was. Once lived it won't be repeated anytime soon. Adios amigo
 
Oh, Ms. Googe! Why do you have to lower yourself to go on Mr. Gillespie's payroll?

If you don't know what I'm talking about, never mind.
 
I'm not sure whats been happening? I have been on a four day binge and have been zoning in and out of reality. Many posts have been deleted,right? Yet another weakness i possess called escapism. I'm supposed to be starting my medication. How safe will it be to take my sertraline.Surely i must wait a couple of days for all the copious amount of drugs i have been shoving down my gob and up my snotter? What happened? Have i been on here? Please tell me? I am trying to piece things together,not just on here but i am not sure where i have been or done,snippets yes.I am all over the place at the moment,no-one needs to tell me that bingeing is not gonna help me, i already know this.
 
Shame is one hell of a burden for anybody to carry.

Everyone makes mistakes. Digging yourself into a pit of self-loathing won't help matters in the slightest. Guilt is one of the most powerful triggers of all.
 
Its unlikely that anyone here will judge you for binging on drugs scrooloose. Whatever it was you've done it. Put it behind you now and try to stop torturing yourself.
I havn't been on here much the last few days so havn't noticed anyone performing lol.. dont worry about it though. Its a druggy place people are likely to be lairy.

x
 
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log out scrooloose and get some lovely, soothing green tea and try to have a kip.

Ask someone privately about the sertraline interactions if you are embarrassed.
 
scrooloose said:
there was no fucking need for that. look i know you can't fucking stand me being on here.why couldn't you just answer what i originally asked? or step down as a mod,you were a better bloke before you became God.
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Erm... sorry if you feel that way, but I don't even know who you are, let alone bear any grudges toward you.

I apologise if my glib comment upset you, but it was certainly not intended to do so. As for answering what you originally asked, what exactly was your question? It seemed like a series of completely disparate questions to me.

No offence, but maybe you should take some time away from the computer (and any drugs) and try to relax. And after that, maybe you should consider being a little more polite toward people who are offering you a few supportive words, eh?
 
Morning! I moved into my new place yesterday. It's freezing cold being in an old house again, but to be honest, after being in a soul-less modern development, this place is just what I need! Today im off to get a chest of draws for my clothes. The Cat has settled in well so im happy!

Hope you got some rest scrooloose - Dont beat yourself up too much mate. Everyone has been there! Im still to apologise to MM for sending the most bizarre (but honest!) PM the other night, when I was smeshed. Oh dear..
 
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Erm... sorry if you feel that way, but I don't even know who you are, let alone bear any grudges toward you.

I apologise if my glib comment upset you, but it was certainly not intended to do so. As for answering what you originally asked, what exactly was your question? It seemed like a series of completely disparate questions to me.

No offence, but maybe you should take some time away from the computer (and any drugs) and try to relax. And after that, maybe you should consider being a little more polite toward people who are offering you a few supportive words, eh?
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I have forgotten how to relax.I can't go to work because i have forgotten how to relax. I had all the intentions of being polite until you had to make that comment.
 
You seemed to be doing ok last week scrooloose. Things seem worse because you are coming down. Hopefully you'll feel more grounded in a few days.

If not get back to the quacks!
 
Scrooloose, I'm also in a similar position this morning and I'm wondering why technology has failed me once again. unfortunately my keyboard or phone don't power off and go into 'sleep' mode automatically when I've opened a 2nd bottle of wine.

urgh. most inconvenient that
 
scrooloose said:
I have forgotten how to relax.I can't go to work because i have forgotten how to relax. I had all the intentions of being polite until you had to make that comment.
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Consider this for one second, please: maybe the comment wasn't aimed at you in particular, but was just a bit of light relief in a thread which (after all) is called "Random MSN Gibberings"?

Also, you seem to have glossed over the post I made immadiately after that, which advised you not to allow yourself to fall into a downward spiral of guilt, leading to more self-abuse. Which to my mind is pretty damn supportive.

Instead, you feel the need to focus on the initial post (which, unlike the second, was not explicitly aimed at you) and be personally insulting in your response. Are those the actions of somebody who has every intention of being polite? Not in the slightest.

More worrying still, you appear to believe I have a vendetta against you, despite the fact I can't recall us ever exchanging a word. Does that sound rational to you?

I wish you no harm whatseover. I do, however, think you need to log off and have a lie down.

Okay? :)
 
Martins right scrooloose :) chill!

Definitely try some meditation. I poohoo'd it for years but It really helps.

Edit.. I've been mortally embarrassed about some of the things Ive said on here and the pics ive posted! We all act up at times.
 
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SamhainGrim said:
Consider this for one second, please: maybe the comment wasn't aimed at you in particular, but was just a bit of light relief in a thread which (after all) is called "Random MSN Gibberings"?

Also, you seem to have glossed over the post I made immadiately after that, which advised you not to allow yourself to fall into a downward spiral of guilt, leading to more self-abuse. Which to my mind is pretty damn supportive.

Instead, you feel the need to focus on the initial post (which, unlike the second, was not explicitly aimed at you) and be personally insulting in your response. Are those the actions of somebody who has every intention of being polite? Not in the slightest.

More worrying still, you appear to believe I have a vendetta against you, despite the fact I can't recall us ever exchanging a word. Does that sound rational to you?

I wish you no harm whatseover. I do, however, think you need to log off and have a lie down.

Okay? :)
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You mean post 249? Sorry,i missed that. I did sleep last night and actually don't feel that rough. I slept deeply but it was short after 4 days of wakey wakey.I also pissed the bed. OK thanks Yella and other guys and gals.
 
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