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Rs mate ya don't know the half of it! Not gunna go into it though As it's been resolved but it's Ben a fucking stressful as fuck week!

Can't sleep for shit, gunna make a rollie, it won't help but it'll give me something to smoke!
 
Just did a sniffer dog mission on the floor under my bed and managed to find a small spliffs worth of pollen :D
FUCKING YESSS!
 
Can't seem to sleep. didn't to take my olanzepine tonight as I have a coach to catch tomorrow at noon so can't be doing with oversleeping that as I have a connection to catch too. I wish that I'd had the sense to book my tickets in advance as now I had to pay twice as much as usual, still a hell of a lot cheaper than the train though, train is a fucking rip off.

Gonna keep myself up all night, then at a reasonable hour, or maybe in a minute at a non reasonable hour go and do some quick laundry before I leave so I have clean clothes for when I get back form down south, and so I have a better choice of clothes for when I'm there too.

My housemates haven't been the most sociable recently and I think some bridges have been charred but not completely burned, it seems that they have the same opinion about depression that a lot of people at my work do, that is is just something that you can "suck up and deal with it" when it can be truly debilitating and humiliating sometimes. I'm glad to be going away tomorrow, hopefully I'll come back fresh and ready to work again.

Two weddings to go to whilst I'm down there, so should either be fun or totally boring, be good to see family and friends again though, I miss it down there, but can't really go back. I decided that I would be completely happy living with my dad again, not sure about his thoughts on that though, I'd struggle to get a job down there that would pay me what I'm on now(which isn't really all that much, only about £17-19k depending on how much overtime and weekends I work. Last year I was 2k over my salary due to overtime and enhancements.

Right, will stop rambling, gonna go do some laundry now, fuck it if I wake anyone up, the bridges are charred but not burnt and can be rebuilt I think that my housemates are just genuinely concerned for me and don't really know how to approach someone that hardly leaves his room and doesn't make an effort to hang in the common area too much. Things will change when I get back, gonna try and build bridges again.
 
Can't sleep either, lack of weed and stress, not a good combo, ate 180mgs of dhc, 100mgs of tram and 40mgs of oxy lol, feeling good but not able to sleep :|
 
I feel for you, I couldn't live in shared house like that, I tried it when I first left home and coudnt get it to work out, I was lucky enough to have the weekends where I saw the no Mrs atm but aftre my secomd housemate, a long standing friend went totally loco on me I vowed never to try it agaim,. I had to rent the cheapest of studio flats but it was bettre than have to live in shared accomadation for me.

I dont know what you do but that salary sounds pretty achivevable in most places with a little experiance in somthing, if you can get £15K for the lowest jobs at Saibburya at 40hrs a week then £20K sounds hopeelsewheer even of its not really what you want to do to begin with.

Belive me there are advantages to shitty jobs, (not saying you have on now I've no idea what you do) in that that they are easily left behind, whe you have years put in somewhere and a half decent salary it can be quite a bit deal to let thta go nd jump inot the uknown. Feel the fear and all that ;)
 
rockstar 69 said:
Not sounding like the best week mate! I've just had a stroke of luck. Some bird added my bbm digits off facebook started speaking to me, must have her in my fb friends but never really noticed her, turns out she lives 5 mins up the road, 18 and bang tidy, been thinking about getting back with my ex keep on ending up with her when I'm drunk lately actually getting on well with her lately. Anyway that will be getting delayed this one up the road is done college at 11 asked me what I was doing tomorrow so I said 'nothing fire up after college if you want', empty house all day and this bird is getting a spanking haha! Just deeking her fb photos a minute ago done a bit of modelling it looks like definately not a bad way to start the day! Yass!

Night EADD ;)
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LOL you are shallower than a shallow thing that's been made really shallow with a shallow making device, "bang tidy" , "some bird" your becoming a stereo type to the extreme.

But fair play as long as your enjoying yourself, you just make sure your being careful though young man ;)
 
Morning insomnia crew :| not slept all night, bleugh..

At least I have some lovely people to hang with! How are you atm my love? :)<3
 
Haha :D love that game <3

I',m wide awake. Sigh. Work's going to be fun...
 
Same, not slept a wink either, not liking the prospect of having to find another flat by myself if it comes to it :\
Work really is gunna be a mission, got lots to do today, you think some oxy n dhc and trammie will help me through the day or put me in a stupor lol?
 
Yeah that sucks :( living alone is good though, I really enjoy it overall! Could you get one with your gf or is she definitely living in the shared house? Sorry not caught up with the full story..
 
Well her mum paid the deposit, and if she doesn't she will lose it, so I'm not sure, she had the idea if 'the bitch' is adamant I'm not living there then I will move in with my gf till we find new tenants, I mean it's my gf's room so she can have whoever she wants there, and if that be the case 'the bitch' is in for a horrible time!
 
atm23 said:
LOL you are shallower than a shallow thing that's been made really shallow with a shallow making device, "bang tidy" , "some bird" your becoming a stereo type to the extreme.
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Couldn't agree more
 
breakcorefiend said:
Well her mum paid the deposit, and if she doesn't she will lose it, so I'm not sure, she had the idea if 'the bitch' is adamant I'm not living there then I will move in with my gf till we find new tenants, I mean it's my gf's room so she can have whoever she wants there, and if that be the case 'the bitch' is in for a horrible time!
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Haha yup! Personally I wouldn't want to live with someone who is being such a cow about my bf moving in... hope it gets sorted <3

ColtDan said:
Couldn't agree more
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...and you have hidden depths ey Dan? ;)
 
very unsatisfactory one hour of sleep :X

gunna be hammering the coffee and energy drinks today me thinks, 10mg of oc up snout for good measure too :p
 
atm23 said:
I feel for you, I couldn't live in shared house like that, I tried it when I first left home and coudnt get it to work out, I was lucky enough to have the weekends where I saw the no Mrs atm but aftre my secomd housemate, a long standing friend went totally loco on me I vowed never to try it agaim,. I had to rent the cheapest of studio flats but it was bettre than have to live in shared accomadation for me.

I dont know what you do but that salary sounds pretty achivevable in most places with a little experiance in somthing, if you can get £15K for the lowest jobs at Saibburya at 40hrs a week then £20K sounds hopeelsewheer even of its not really what you want to do to begin with.

Belive me there are advantages to shitty jobs, (not saying you have on now I've no idea what you do) in that that they are easily left behind, whe you have years put in somewhere and a half decent salary it can be quite a bit deal to let thta go nd jump inot the uknown. Feel the fear and all that ;)
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You'd think they would understand more, with 4 out of 5 being healthcare professionals, I could be wrong about their thoughts, I shouldn't assume anything really.

Can't really leave my job as it is also kind of the place that I live and losing the lob would be losing the flat and my sickness record will be terrible on any reference that I wont get another job, so I'm kind of stuck here for now. I thought I had found another job about 9 months ago or maybe a year in bristol, they were really eager to take me on, and would even have been prepared to up my salary to what it would be if I stayed here, and they were going to sort out accomodation for me. After offering me the job and me watiting to hear back after they checked my references I didn't get the job, they withdrew the offer :\ :sus:



Anyways, morning, morning crew, I managed to stay awake all night with no stims to make sure I don't miss my coach today, pretty much all packed, just wondering if I could possible squeeze in one more round of washing, but I think I'll give that a miss as I have enough clothes for my trip and for a day or two when I get back so can do washing when I get back, and use the machine at tmy dad's house too for the stuff I take.
 
The kids round here are cheeky little bastards, you reply politely to them in their own language and they tell you to go fuck yourself. One was trying to hit a tourist with a stick today when he said he didn't want some sunglasses. And people have this idea that Asian kids are well behaved, they are little cunts.
 
atm23 said:
LOL you are shallower than a shallow thing that's been made really shallow with a shallow making device, "bang tidy" , "some bird" your becoming a stereo type to the extreme.
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Hahaha! Aye Rockstar, you're starting to become a bit of a parody of yourself lol.

breakcorefiend said:
Well her mum paid the deposit, and if she doesn't she will lose it, so I'm not sure, she had the idea if 'the bitch' is adamant I'm not living there then I will move in with my gf till we find new tenants, I mean it's my gf's room so she can have whoever she wants there, and if that be the case 'the bitch' is in for a horrible time!
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This is actually annoying me now, I can't imagine how annoying it must be for you! She can't lose that deposit!!! She's owed the deposit either by the "bitch" or at the very least by the tennants that they get in instead of you. Are the new tennants just not going to bother paying a deposit??? She is definitely due that back if you don't move in & don't let any cunt tell you otherwise.

As far as I can see it's just one person that has a problem with you & the only authority this person actually has is that she's the one who speaks to the landlord. Fuck her. She doesn't own the place. Have your bird move in, then you just move in as well. What's she going to do? You've paid a deposit for which I assume there is some paperwork so you're not trespassing & hopefully the other people living there will be on your side.

TheSpade said:
The kids round here are cheeky little bastards, you reply politely to them in their own language and they tell you to go fuck yourself. One was trying to hit a tourist with a stick today when he said he didn't want some sunglasses. And people have this idea that Asian kids are well behaved, they are little cunts.
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I was going to advise a swift jab to the throat when no-one's looking, but one of these wee weans will probably end up smashing you haha ;)
 
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