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Random MSN Gibberings LXXXVIII: Possibly even some shitalin to jazz myself up

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I've missed the morning knitting circle :(

Woke up twice last night after having horrendous nightmares - one included a BLer :! Knackered, thankfully I don't need to start until 10am today. Friday <3 fridays.

Have a good day peeps & peepesses.
 
Payday today!

I'm determined not to spend a penny of it on drugs.

I have enough to clear my debts and be done with my dealer/dealers.

Really could do with some counseling & advice on not caving in to using again.
This is it, the crossroads. Gotta stay strong.

Might even have to say goodbye to BL. *thinks positive thoughts*
 
We definitely don't want to lose you from round these parts, Mr. Cornish. Though if this place hinders you when you're trying to keep drugs off your mind then BL's hardly working for you HR-wise is it?

I suppose it depends on the individual - some folk find hanging round here helps in their recovery while for others it's the complete opposite.

Whatever happens, best of luck moving on and you've done a great job of turning things around so far.
 
Morning peoples, ahh the best day of the week :D
Woke up feeling rather shitty, throat is all swollen and red and got a nasty cough, probably a bad idea but i couldn't resist the icey bottle of beer in my fridge and that has inspired me to skin up also, i do have work today .. this will be interesting
 
Beer should be okay for you - I'm tempted to get some brandy or whiskey in this evening because I'm feeling so rotten. Like the soldier I am I've made it to work though, which is pretty fortunate considering I'll have to cover for another department this afternoon because they'll have a quarter of their full compliment of staff.

BCF, if you're moaning about work this afternoon I'll remind you what you're doing now. ;)
 
Hahaha :D fair point

Im trying to cut down on the moaning, does no-one any good, but yes i will keep quiet later if my morning antics decide to backfire
 
Easy all, I'm doing some kind of impersonation of somebody who's awake and alert.

Saw the Woman In Black last night, Daniel Radcliffe is fast ascending my list of most annoying and utterly unbelievable actors. He just looks so self-conscious all the time, like he's thinking far too hard about ACTING. Sets his little jaw and blinks a lot and swivels his eyes from left to right like a talking Action Man to signify determination and resolve. Sets his little jaw and blinks a lot etc to signify a lot of things.... the full gamut of human emotion, for example. Unfortunately the net effect is like a tennis ball on the end of a stick being waved at the camera, a thin slit (to signify his curiously lipless, amphibian-looking mouth) in the rubber flapping open every time he has to say anything. Or one of those round-topped old-timey clothespegs with glasses on. It's also majorly distracting assessing his facial hair and trying to work out how much is his and how much comes out of a tub.
 
Thank the fareis, my mxe and etizolam arrived this morning, a day late even though it was special delivery! Anyway gonna attempt a cluck using mxe and etzi, clutching at stores really but its a least two weeks til I can get on a script and I can't support my habit til then without being naughty! Wish me luck peeps! I'm gonna keep you all up to date for anyone who's interested!

Ill try and post about my withdrawal symptoms and about the gradual recovery! :)
 
Good luck Acidtek. Being the studious user you are I know you'll have done your research so you'll be aware that MXE's been successfully used on a few occasions to ease withdrawal (most recently our very own Shambles with his tram w/d).

All the best to you and it'll be an interesting read to see how it goes. Not that I regard you purely as an object of study, of course. ;)
 
Feeling really sick here.. dont think its tramadol w/d either because havnt even properly come off the sod yet.. My family have just
had a horrid flu.. Its a real womans flu 2 :( So am really praying its not that.

I came off it, probs in synch with shambles, a few weeks back. ( what a demented moo to take a couple more here and there but you
live and learn*)

I cant remember in all honesty how I did it but I think I tried mxe at one stage. Its such a volatile substance though acid as you no doubt know.. In all honesty I would say if you can ease the w/d some other way do that instead.

*I wish id kept some kind of journal now.. time really does seem to be warping about.. but my reasoning is if Ive only been back on a low dose for a little while then it cant be so hard to jump off the 'doll' again. I'd trawl back through some posts but
feel so bloody weak I dont think I can.
 
Tramadol withdrawal is an absolute shitter. As is the cold / flu going about just now, which I've fallen victim to but I'm attempting to battle through.

They just don't make 'em like me any more though.
 
Everyone is sick! I am slowly coming out the other side of my life threatening bout of man-flu (literally; Mrs Humanoid remained free whilst me and JedJr were sick as dogs). Luckily I had no opiate withdrawals to contend with - although I did bash a lot of 30/500 cocodamols washed down with nurofen plus (and some of the dog's Valium) which on my relatively opiate naive body is quite a potent combo.

Hope you feel better soon everyone <3
 
Acidtek said:
Thank the fareis, my mxe and etizolam arrived this morning, a day late even though it was special delivery! Anyway gonna attempt a cluck using mxe and etzi, clutching at stores really but its a least two weeks til I can get on a script and I can't support my habit til then without being naughty! Wish me luck peeps! I'm gonna keep you all up to date for anyone who's interested!

Ill try and post about my withdrawal symptoms and about the gradual recovery! :)
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Best of luck matey

Urb
 
SamhainGrim said:
Tramadol withdrawal is an absolute shitter. As is the cold / flu going about just now, which I've fallen victim to but I'm attempting to battle through.

They just don't make 'em like me any more though.
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Is your work place rather insistent you come in? Maybe they want everyone to catch it and get it over and done with ASAP. Next they'll be throwing a flu party and your whole office will be sharing finger food with!
 
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