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Random MSN Gibberings LXXXVIII: Possibly even some shitalin to jazz myself up

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Thanks for all your support, I've just got that one last bag feeling going on, pain in the arse! I love you people; I can tell you anything
 
Fuck the last bag Acidtek , what and go through all that old bollocks again ?
No mate you come to far to turn back now , you are through the worst and as shit as it feels , know one ever died from lack of sleep.
Keep it up son, thinking of you.
 
Yeah, fuck the last bag mate, you know where that leads! I've never had a 'proper' addiction but when stopping smoking (yeah I know, different kettle of fish, but...) it was always helpful to think of the addiction as some kind of little monster inside you. Right now the little monster is dying and it'll do anything to try and persuade you to keep it alive, be strong and get on with stifling the fucker. It's dying, and that's a good thing. Good luck, thinking of you too, and hoping you get through it!
 
Thanks strungout, means a lot, solider on I suppose! Been seriously thinking of od'ing these past few days, it's so hard knowing you have a loaded gun!

Thanks jancrow buddy
 
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Acidtek said:
Been seriously thinking of od'ing these past few days, it's so hard knowing you have a loaded gun!
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Please don't mate, I'm sure you're in a dark and painful place but no doubt the chemical storm you're going through at the moment will pass, and probably soon, and you'll be in a far better place to face (and even enjoy) the world once it's gone.
 
SamhainGrim said:
Aye, keep it going Acidtek. Sounds grim but it's for the best in the long run. <3
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Does sound grim but defiantly keep with it all mate. We are here for you, you know that.

Acidtek said:
It's been hell, I've pissed myself!
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Acidtek said:
Thanks strungout, means a lot, solider on I suppose! Been seriously thinking of od'ing these past few days, it's so hard knowing you have a loaded gun!

Thanks jancrow buddy
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I assume that this is because of the opiate WD'd. Horrible, horrible thing to have to go through mate. Don't have that last bag, it'll just prolong everything.

Also, defiantly don't OD. There'd far too much to live for and this feeling of shitness and depression will defiantly pass and you will feel,so great after you will wonder why you ever even considered such actions.

Please don't do anything stupid mate. I'll PM you my number now. Call me any time you need to if you're having bad thoughts or even if you just need a chat,
 
Cornishman said:
Just got back from a hard day at work.

Why did I offer to work Sunday shifts?! :|
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Because you love your work? Because of the money? Is your boss fit? Is there a fit customer? Do you secretly think you look fit in the uniform?

All possible reasons.... Which one is it?!

What do you do for work?
 
jancrow said:
It's all some sort of machiavellian mindfuck from your boss if his previous form is anything to go by!
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Haha, he has been quite the bastard as of late.
I've a feeling my 'punishment' will be over starting Monday. (He cut my hours big time when he knows I need money badly).


Glitched said:
Because you love your work? Because of the money? Is your boss fit? Is there a fit customer? Do you secretly think you look fit in the uniform?

All possible reasons.... Which one is it?!

What do you do for work?
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It's cause of the money (and cocaine hcl played a big part) but there are some tasty ladies in my workplace.

I'm a janitor though, so most peeps treat you like scum.
Can't wait to be debt free and able to live a normal life again.
 
forgot to ask this earlier in the week but did anyone else get a 'fridge magnet*' in the post this week in a DVD sized brown box (about mid week weds/thurs) at all? ...

I lol'd when I got mine for various reasons.



*not a metaphor for drugs either, I mean one of those A5 sized floppy ones you can write on
 
it was from india, forgot to say that

I think it was meant to be a small 'thankyou' and apology for allowing a zillions peoples details to be hacked. not 100% tho, unless it was birthday related but I dont think so as there was an ad flyer for their new www addy
 
Yeah, and what's with you keeping your birthday quiet and all? I might even have sent you a nailbomb had I known.
 
oh yes Marmalade birthday, was it a special one??????

*whispers was it the on no 40*

Edit: Happy belated birthday:D
 
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SamhainGrim said:
Yeah, and what's with you keeping your birthday quiet and all? I might even have sent you a nailbomb had I known.
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eh, pomp n circumstance tends nawt to by my thing. this particular one was messing with my need for hermitude generally.
I pretty much told everyone on a face-to-face basis to fuck off and leave me alone if that helps any (and put thee cards through the letterbox ;p)

[sarcasm]I'm such a beautiful, glorious example of a human being[/sarcasm]
Bluebell said:
oh yes Marmalade birthday, was it a special one??????

*whispers was it the on no 40*
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*la la la la la la la la* *puts hands over ears*
I can't hear jooooo


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anyway, back to fridge magnets. so did anyone else get a ludicrously huge one in thee post from india? if not then it probably was bday related. meh. they still leaked my details tho (and thousands of other peoples), those fuckers
 
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