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rockstar 69 said:
IReally want to do something with my life rather than drifting between employment for 6 months then unemployed for 3, which is basically how my last 2-3 years have been. It's just the hedonistic lifestyle fucks me up, pretty much as eclipsedesign said earlier I'm same boat tbh. Got a brain it's just too concentated on other stuff haha.
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same here man, wish i had known sooner instead of slaving out the same job for 8 years. content and glad ive got a job but its shit and going nowhere, but cant complain its payed for me to have so many amazing times, buy nice things etc. pissed off at myself for being indecisive when i could be fully qualified in something now if i had got myself together. got potential but im wasting it. so much wasted time fucking about
 
I see so you get by on JSA n make a bit on the side .
Obviously you must stay with yer folks yeah cos JSA n a extra £60 is no where near enough to sustain any sort of life away from home. Not these days it's pretty cold up your way n just a heating bill can come in at £30 a week in the winter.
At my last place i was paying about £45/50 a week on my key meter n it ain't as cold down hear.

Luckily my new gaff is super insulated n i'm on the 2nd floor of 3 so i get the benefits of my neighbours heating:)
When i came home today it was fukin boiling in here n i ain't had the heating on once yet since i moved in well i did just to check it worked ,still ahve to pay a £15 a month standing charge just for being able to use it if i needed outrageous8o
Phones 4you is that on the shop floor n do they pay more than min wage or is it commision as well ?
 
Aye mate I stay with my mum like, did have a flat shared with my best bud ages ago when we both worked as waiters/barmen in a local hotel but that's when I fucked my college courses from taking too much drink and drugs all the time. The banter was unreal, social life and girls were amazing but had to go Pete Tong eventually I guess you can't sustain a lifestyle where your staying awake 3 days straight while going to work 12 hour shifts all the time haha.

Glad to hear your new gaff is decent mate. Must be a nightmare trying to sustain yourself with food, heating and the inevitable drink/drugs which is probably both our biggest expenditure. Not sure about phones4u mate I just applied got an email saying they'll call me for an interview, got another few jobs in same kinda situation that I'll probably get the interview but again they're all through jobseekers so there's bound to be loads of applicants I guess it's just all about the impression you make. Had a few interviews that went amazing, one I even thought the bird interviewing fancied me a bit, but in the end I never got it haa. Tricky these days.

I'm quite happy the way things are for now, I get to see mates loads, and get fucked too often, but could do with more income and keep myself a bit more occupied.

When I read of your heating bills there it's actually outrageous how the fuck they expect people like pensioners etc to pay that and afford shopping etc aswell. There's alot wrong in this country. Glad to see that prick from RBS is having to pay some money back at least.

Dan: no point just saying that man, have a think what you want to do and go for it. I'll def be back at college next year, really still kicking myself I never finnished last year tbh. Won't make same mistake again tho
 
ColtDan said:
same here man, wish i had known sooner instead of slaving out the same job for 8 years. content and glad ive got a job but its shit and going nowhere, but cant complain its payed for me to have so many amazing times, buy nice things etc. pissed off at myself for being indecisive when i could be fully qualified in something now if i had got myself together. got potential but im wasting it. so much wasted time fucking about
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Listen to you. You're as bad as Rockstar. ;)

You've got to be in your twenties and you're carrying on like you're on the scrapheap. Which isn't your fault, it's the world we live in; a culture that pressurises seven-year-olds into planning careers and paints a picture of a perfect passage into maturity that's totally unrealistic.

Don't let anybody con you into thinking the glass is half full, your options are narrowing and time's running out. You should tresure the mistakes and the time you think you've wasted, because those are often the richest and most educational times of your life.

We have all the time in the world. And we really do.
 
Yeah Sam I hear ya man. I've learnt from them though and want back to college this summer, get back on the road to doing something positive and actually using my brain for more than planning nafarious activities and my next sesh or what girls to get in about etc.

Definately have made more mistakes in my 21 years than many of my mates have but fuck it I've also learnt alot more than some of them have who are still although have screwed the nut seem to know alot less about life in general.

I'm so happy today after last nights sesh, nice day with the family today and a hot date for friday night. Just have to work out how the fuck I'm affording all this hah, sure it will happen!
 
Well aye, the women and drugs come first. But I would like to be sucessful enough in my chosen career to afford the creme de la creme drugs and be able to treat the girls well :)

The attention I'm getting on fb tonight is that bad I had to log off, the K definately improves my banter to the extent I've got too many people wanting to get my chat. Just told the girls to text me and bogged off my mates dismal patter, haha class :D
 
SamhainGrim said:
You mean there's more to life than that?

Jesus, I've been robbed. I take back what I said.
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Ha! In fact there isn't much more to life than that.

I've got a wife and child whom I love dearly, but I wouldn't say my druggy years were any less rich or rewarding than my life now. They were certainly less predictable.

The 1000th trudge home from work via the nursery pick up certainly makes me pine for the days I'd be straight down the pub with a pocketful of shrooms, pills, poppers and K...
 
eclipsedesign said:
Just got a letter through the post this morning informing me that I have been accepted by a casino to be a trainee croupier, only kick in the balls is they want £180 for the gaming license that gets deducted out of your wage! :!
Finally won't need to sign on any longer :)
A bit worried though, I said my CRB would come up clean but then remembered I got stopped in a train station with some mushrooms (about one big trips worth) last autumn. I did ask the copper at the time if it was going on my record and he said no but he did write me a slip of paper with what he had said written down on it. No convictions and no letters through the post, what do you think? Talk to the manager about it before I start the job or just leave it?
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It'll be cool mate. I got done with hash & got a fine through the door. Passed 2 CRB checks since.

eclipsedesign said:
Yeah it can be tough deciding what to do if you're in a really well paid job, especially with the knowledge that going back to be a student means living of fook all and coming out with a lot of debt. If it's your passion then I guess that's another thing though.
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It's a cunt that. I really should go back to college & get some proper qualifications but there's nothing that I actually want to do, nothing that it seems worth giving up my current lifestyle for. Not that my current lifestyle involves piles of cash, poppin' tags & pumping hookers every day but I have a reasonable amount of disposable income. Fuck knows how I could get by on some of the ridiculously small amounts of money my mates at college/uni have to spend.

ColtDan said:
same here man, wish i had known sooner instead of slaving out the same job for 8 years. content and glad ive got a job but its shit and going nowhere, but cant complain its payed for me to have so many amazing times, buy nice things etc. pissed off at myself for being indecisive when i could be fully qualified in something now if i had got myself together. got potential but im wasting it. so much wasted time fucking about
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Totally agree with this post, although as they say - time wasted isn't wasted time - or some shit like that. My life might be going nowhere at the moment but I can honestly say I have, for the most part, had fucking great time being a semi-waster for the past 10 years.
 
JedTheHumanoid said:
Ha! In fact there isn't much more to life than that.

I've got a wife and child whom I love dearly, but I wouldn't say my druggy years were any less rich or rewarding than my life now. They were certainly less predictable.

The 1000th trudge home from work via the nursery pick up certainly makes me pine for the days I'd be straight down the pub with a pocketful of shrooms, pills, poppers and K...
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Nice to know the grass isn't always greener. Though sometimes I wish I could at least bank on somebody being there to get me a Lucozade on a fragile morning.
 
I dont see you being a batchelor for long Sam..

I feel rough I overdid some silly substances in wrong combinations.. ( I should have known better but hey!)


Oi Ive got a shed.. The men delivered it today and its laying flat packed in the garden right now. Im over the moon :)


Hope youre all having a groovy evening luvvys. <3
 
Good Morrow peepulz and peepettes <3~:)

Got back from my mate's gaff a while ago: He was doing really, really badly and self-harmed. But he did the right thing and called me straight away after he did it and I was able to go over and help him both physically and mentally :) Very glad I was able, he's such a wonderful person who's been there for me through thick n thin.

Definitely ready to get some kip now, totally shattered and waiting for my meds to fully kick in.

So! Oyasuminasai one and all! <3~:)~<3
 
Hakuna Matata !! You shining star of a person :)<3 ^


Morning all ..I dreamt I had half a snicker bar in the living room. Ive just awoke to the cruel, reality that I only have grapes because Im on a diet.. :X:X..

I'm crestfallen..:(

Going back to bed for an hour!..

Peace n Love x
 
Morning folks, yellow,

Grapes are just as good as a half snicker haha, remember marathons?

BL is soooo slow, it's not my internet everything else is fine grrr then there's will be the 7.30am server backup for 5 mins blahh
 
Morning all! Not the best noghts sleep i dropped off in front of this desk at midnight and whacked the front of my head on it, then woke up at 2 then conked out at 6 in a really awkward position in my chair now me legs/back hurt to fuck! and still knackerred im gonna go crawl into bed and turn that electric blanket on <3 :)

Ahh well, gonna see lee perry tonoght =D

How is everyone this morning?
 
haha Kate.. in my dream it was a Marathon actually.. Must have been dreaming in vintage :D

Am imagining you lovely and snuggly in your new house Kronos.. Cosy on your leccy blanket !! Gorgeous :)

Ive got an electric blanket but I'm loathe to put it on since I'm still waging war on bloody fleas lol..

( I keep thinking the warmth of the blanket will encourage them to hatch )..

I'm winning though!.. Just got a Bob Martin Flea bomb delivered so its going to be flea armageddon later.
 
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YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
I dont see you being a batchelor for long Sam..
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Believe me, I can see it. And it's for the best. :)

BL has driven me mad this morning with all the slowness. It's like modding on methoxetamine without the enjoyment from being on the methoxetamine. Frustrating isn't the word.

In addition to this I've had enough cold for now, so if spring would just hurry along then that'd be great. Thanks.
 
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