II was thinking of trying mxe again but part of me won't allow myself to go back to hell again! i know the reason for the unpleasantness was self induced but i just don't think i would enjoy it again after it has been tainted![]()
I hear you. I'm like that with K after a couple of bad episodes that wouldn't have been nearly as unpleasant had I not been full of drink. As a result, as soon as I feel ketamine effects coming on I tend to feel uneasy.
I'm not surprised you were feeling rough with the speed and MDMA combined. Still, it's a fun combo and a bit of what you fancy can do you the world of good once in a while.
Re: 'Roll on the spring' - it was an intentional pun, albeit one about Chinese takeaway staples. Or at least that's the horribly-tortured joke I was planning to squeeze out of it for a few seconds.