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Morning mr atm, I'm well thank you hope you are too. How's the benzo taper? I have to thank you for signposting me to dr Ashton's - it worked! I'm now off :-)

Also love antique fairs, into 50-60's crockery. Don't get me started on frocks!

Have a good day - I've got a 8am meeting, bloody ridiculous time of day for a meeting grrr...

My meetings don't start till 11am its just there 180 miles away !, anyway just got back so I've seen enough of the M1 for one day.

That's really good news on the benzos, mines going OK but its going to take a bit longer to get off, it hasn't helped that I've taken delivery of a whole batch of iffy blues that I'm not even convinced are actually Diaz more likely low dose Phenaz, my fault for being to trusting, I should have know better. I've struggled on but I'll have to get a few decent ones in for the lower doses. But at given the amount I was taking I've got off pretty light, used Nytol an Valerian root, but I've stopped those now now I'm sleeping as OK ish which is normal for me anyhow.

I've been looking for a proper Harris Tweed jacket, found a couple but even given the fact I've lost 3 stone in about 6 months it was just a bit to small. Same went for the 3 piece original 60's zoot suit, but Mrs atm got some beautiful evening wear shoes and almost bright a really nice 70's blouse in back and white......so inevitably I had to track down the dealer after the fair online and luckily they still had it and we agreed a price so she got it in the end !!
 
been using teeth whitening toothpaste 10 times a day... my mouth feels fucked

Are you teeth actually stained? I don't think whitening toothpaste makes any fucking difference. Bleaching does though. I just spent a fair bit of money on getting my teeth professionally whitened and am very happy with it. I've used home kits before and they are inferior (a pain in the arse to use). Excessive brushing will DAMAGE YOUR GUMS! Visit your dentist NOW.
 
sod the dentist im wonky off my cracker on MXE, used to use those whitening strips last year, they were a pain in the ass though. nah they're not that stained, just felt like going a bit mental with the "arm & hammer" baking soda teeth whitening toothpaste stuff for a few days, ragged the tits off my electric toothbrush, been drinking more tea and coffee than usual, dont wanna end up with shitty stained teeth. dont smoke many cigs these days so i guess thats a start
 
Glad you're home! M1 sounds shit, if I have to do that mileage in a day it's most often via ferry n single track, much nicer.

I appreciate the need to get a consistent supply in, that doesn't sound too good. You need the confidence in your diazepam - but you've done this before so I'm sure you will again. I certainly wouldNt like to do a benzo taper ever again. Really enjoying the 'clarity' but concerned about memory loss, sleeps not great either, but it's a relief to be over. Keep on in there and thank you again (hugs) x

Loving these outfits so want to see mrs atm's shoes!

On mobile still so apologies for limited reply it's so frustrating grrr

My meetings don't start till 11am its just there 180 miles away !, anyway just got back so I've seen enough of the M1 for one day.

That's really good news on the benzos, mines going OK but its going to take a bit longer to get off, it hasn't helped that I've taken delivery of a whole batch of iffy blues that I'm not even convinced are actually Diaz more likely low dose Phenaz, my fault for being to trusting, I should have know better. I've struggled on but I'll have to get a few decent ones in for the lower doses. But at given the amount I was taking I've got off pretty light, used Nytol an Valerian root, but I've stopped those now now I'm sleeping as OK ish which is normal for me anyhow.

I've been looking for a proper Harris Tweed jacket, found a couple but even given the fact I've lost 3 stone in about 6 months it was just a bit to small. Same went for the 3 piece original 60's zoot suit, but Mrs atm got some beautiful evening wear shoes and almost bright a really nice 70's blouse in back and white......so inevitably I had to track down the dealer after the fair online and luckily they still had it and we agreed a price so she got it in the end !!
 
Earthflight is indeed excellent - kitten is up close to tv watching it too. Wish I had some mxe, but Im a nice lady :-b
 
I've only been back at work for 2 weeks since the Xmas holiday but it already feels like I've been back for months.
Already thinking about booking some time off.
How I wish I had tried harder when I was younger as I may have actually ended up with a job I actually enjoy.
It must be great to have a job you actually enjoy so it doesn't feel like work.
I wonder if anyone enjoys their work at all or are we all just a slave to the grind?
 
Mine is fairly grand its very easy because my boss is laid back but its still boring at times but its better than sitting on your arse thinking about shit or getting hammered to stop thinking about shit 24/7 If i was not working in past experience anyway I'd be Getting hammered and trying to stop getting hammered all at once in a confused world .Im glad im more scared of the past than the future on reflection
 
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Mostly I enjoy my job Max though like anything else I has it's ups n' downs. It's what you make of it and the time you spend there, which is most of your waking day I feel is important. Attitude aka having a balanced one helps.

What do you not like about it ? Can you change that - consider something else, retraining or college?

Mobile BLing is driving me mad grrr!!!
 
I like my job too, kept busy all day sometimes too busy, but makes the day pass, also work with some good people manage to have a good laugh most days:)

Edit: also work with some right idiots but manage to ignore them if I can!
 
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I've only been back at work for 2 weeks since the Xmas holiday but it already feels like I've been back for months.
Already thinking about booking some time off.
How I wish I had tried harder when I was younger as I may have actually ended up with a job I actually enjoy.
It must be great to have a job you actually enjoy so it doesn't feel like work.
I wonder if anyone enjoys their work at all or are we all just a slave to the grind?

Would you still hate your job if you were doing it in a different place / company ?
 
I guess cos I work in a factory I should expect it to be monotonous. If we worked 8hr shifts instead of 12 hours it probably wouldn't be so bad.
I only stay there as its very close to home and its well paid even though its boring.
Easier to stay than go so I shouldn't really moan I guess.
@Mailmonkey has there ever been a man more happy in his work than you? I think not.
 
@Kate not enjoying BL on your mobile then, you'll get the hang of it.
I have only ever been on here using my phone as don't have a computer but I plan to get that sorted out this year.
 
@Kate not enjoying BL on your mobile then, you'll get the hang of it.
I have only ever been on here using my phone as don't have a computer but I plan to get that sorted out this year.

No I loathe it and miss me purple dell ahhh got a sore finger haha. Never mind eye. N scroll strain :-I keep midgut ting the m n' n keys... You wkl love a co
Outer do it !

See how. Bad it is baba and now I can't be arsed to edit this.
 
The path of least resistance leads to the trash heap of despair (says someone who pretty much spent the last two years sitting on his arse).
True mate, no one to blame but myself. I guess if I really hated it enough then i would get up and leave.
Not the best time at the moment for job seeking though as a lot of places round here are laying folk off.
I should count myself lucky to have a job. Was unemployed once for 18months in the early 90's and I really did hate that,would not want to experience being job less again.
 
Thought i'd share this little story for ya'll. Basically, I hadn't slept on Wednesday night, before I knew it the time was 7am Thursday, so too late to go sleep obviously. So I decide to just stay up all day and get an early night. I go into uni at 10am, go about my business. Get home at 6pm and chill with some munch and a spliff. I fall asleep about 8/9pm Thursday evening, or there abouts.

Next thing I wake up, and it's still dark i'm lol 'Oh, shiiiii..!!', so i'm running around like a madman getting ready and all that. Whilst on the phone to dealers trying to score for the day so I wont be rattling. Not one dealer answers the phone, so I start leaving angry messages saying 'What a pisstake?!', 'At least don't ignore me', all that kinda thing. When I finally get through to one guy and he just goes 'Dude, wtf are you doing calling me at this time, it's 7am!'. My jaw hit the floor haha ! I'd woke up early Friday morning, not late Friday afternoon :|

Butttt, on the plus side. The guy who answered actually sorted me out at 7.30am, thought that was pretty sound of him !



tl;dr went sleep, woke up, thought was afternoon, really morning. leave pissy messages for dealers who arent answering, one answers, angry. still manage to score. done.
 
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