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Random MSN Gibberings LXXV: This subforum can be so entertaining (allegedly)

Heheee.

How's it going guys? I've had a pretty excellent day today, after dreading it, culminating in a spur of the moment nose piercing. Yay!

Just had a spot of diazepam and cider, but overall have had a pretty healthy producive day. Let's see if I can keep this up all week :D

Good luck Spadey, have fun! <3

(Kate, I think you asked about meditation earlier, or in a different thread or something - I had stopped completely for a while when things were so tough and crazy but just about to start a 10 week intermediate level Buddhism course at my local centre, and going to try to start daily meditating again. It's so silly, it takes the same amount of time as it does to drink a cup of tea really, yet I still never quite seem to fit it in.. I'll keep trying though, things might be improving but I have a long way to go yet and meditation helps so much :) How about you? )
 
Just been to t shop 2 get some more cideer n bumped in 2 a lad i went skool with about 20 odd year ago rich cunt n wanted every1 to know he was , used to take the piss out of lads from council estates the prick.

Anyway he was all freindly like n then said "well your doing ok claiming benifit with a new flat n a £300 North Face Jacket on "
WTF , i've had this jacket since 2002 turns out hes living in a council place these days oh the joy when i heard him say it he wasso nasty to poor folk at skool i hope he's really feelin it n i'm usually cool with whatever .
 
Kate, I think you asked about meditation earlier, or in a different thread or something - I had stopped completely for a while when things were so tough and crazy but just about to start a 10 week intermediate level Buddhism course at my local centre, and going to try to start daily meditating again. It's so silly, it takes the same amount of time as it does to drink a cup of tea really, yet I still never quite seem to fit it in.. I'll keep trying though, things might be improving but I have a long way to go yet and meditation helps so much :) How about you? )

Lovely to see you Ms Eff <3 I'm very good thank you.

Pleased to hear you are even toying with the idea, its all good stuff. My thang is mindful meditation where at heart is non-effort-non-expectation. Alas it still calls for discipline, but has some good moves in very teeny-time-consuming practices - like the "dots" and mindful eating, walking etc. Been at it for near a year now and all I can say is, it works! Finding the time is part of the journey and commitment to discipline. Watch out for the Buddists they're heavy on that...and it doesn't have to be like that haha. I'd love to make a date with you to have a chat on msn sometime?

Been thinking about you much <3 miss you.
 
^^^ rubbish Brimz! He's not worth your time.

Kate, a msn date sounds lovely! I'm off to bed shortly, but soon, definitely. Be good to catch up and have a mindfulness/meditation chat (amongst other things) - I miss you too :) <3

Ninight EADD!
 
anyone use PGP here? I'm stepping up my internet privacy with TOR/PGP/tormail etc
 
mr susan, i hope you finally slept.

i have been burning to ask this since you joined:

is it time for me to do the choosin'?

if you have no idea what i'm on about. please ignore! tis regarding your username.
 
^ thanks, I fell asleep around 4.30 then my alarm went off at 7.20 :|

And yes, it is time to do the choosin! look at my mirror balls! :D
 
Had bit of a session with gear and valium yesterday. Woke up this morning to find several cold cups of tea I made and passed out before drinking and yet again found about 5 roll ups scattered on and in my bed.
So lucky I don't smoke cigarettes or I would have probably set my bed on fire or at the very least have fag burns on my chest.
 
Can't sleep, so I'm using my time productively tweaking my CV and applying for jobs up North, may as well make a start now. Time's ticking, before I know it it'll be time to vacate my flat and I've hardly sold/packed anything! I've sold one thing on e-bay so far, and have some others listed. I'm slowly working myself up to listing my tartan DC trainers, it wouldn't feel so bad if the money from all the stuff wasn't going to be used to pay off my debt to Wessex water!

They called totally out of the blue to do a contract termination inspection, I refused to let them in. Surely they should be giving me 24 hours notice by law? Even though they are a housing association,they still act as my landlord.
 
^Hey Cherrry, I understand if you don't want to name them, but is your (soon to be ex) HA a large national one or a local one? From reading your posts I've been fairly shocked at their levels of unprofessionalism. I work in social housing myself and hate it when officers treat their tenants like crap when they are having problems...

Good luck with everything anyway. X
 
A VERY large national one. I've basically been blackmailed into making a decision to leave my flat before I'd made my mind up for myself, and ignored every time I've tried to make contact. I'm going to take it to shelter this week. If I decide I want to stay in Bristol. However, this man is a bully and shouldn't be able to act how he does.
 
where is cockstar and marmalade? have they run off together?

I know Marmalade's alive, reasonably well and still as twisted as ever. Rockstar I don't know about but I wish him well.

And good morning to those unfortunate enough to be up before dawn or not in bed yet (delete as applicable).
 
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