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Random MSN Gibberings LXXIV: Don't call me Syd Barrett, baby...

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<3 Cherry <3

I don't blame you hun, but do get your script so you don't feel even worse my dear :\
**Gives Cherry a big cuggle**

Afternoon peeps <3

I woke up last night... Well, this morning - to get some juice - and like a proper duhface walked into my door-frame, so now have a lovely big swollen eye.
Got some ice on it though.

Hope your collective days are as good as they can be **Reels out some love and general goodness**
 
I couldn't sleep last night either then I did for a bit but woke up at 4am bursting for a pish. After that the ringing in my ears (that I hoped to get a docs appt for today - nae joy) kept me awake, then my cat got let in about 5am and was scratching on my door and jumping on the handle for ages, couldn't get back to sleep then had to get up at 7am for an early dentist appt. As I thought my teeth are fine as they always are (27 and no fillings or any work done on my teeth) so I should have just stayed in bed. Been off for almost a week and still not had a long lie or a decent kip and gonna need to be up early tomorrow to try and get a docs appt.

Had my 2 yearly eye exam today and for the first time in my life my vision has gotten better. I'm so used to it being worse every year that I expect it now, thought it strange that once it's reached a certain point of deterioation it can get better. Happy days though. they don't half do the hard sell in Specsavers these days though, before the exam was even over had the adviser in the room waiting to escort me down the stairs, before I had a chance to do anything she was picking out specs she thought might suit me, then another one came over and they were both handing me specs and telling me to try them on and pressuring me. I made my excuses and left, I don't want to spend a few hundred quid on on a pair of new specs, frames, lenses, thinning down, scratch resistant, all adds up to a fortune.
 
I couldn't sleep til 5am either, but that was down to drugs. Went into the kitchen at 1 to get a glass of water to take to bed, emerged at 4.45 with copious plans for remodelling the entire room scrawled on various bits of paper and the birds giving it some in the tree outside. Had to seriously resist breaking out the electric drill and starting right then and there. Looking at them now they do actually make sense... or I'm still high.
 
lack of sleep lack of life fuck it i'm done, discharging myself and going to a hostel or on a coach if their aint any places. rage.
 
amen to that, im just sick of it been stuck in a mental ward for 2 months got nowhere to live, lost my missus my house my job pretty much my whole life and i'm just taking up a bed for someone who actually has a psyciatric illness. So i'm out. hostel sweet hostel. God i'd love some fucking opiates right now haha
 
Not wishing to stereotype or stigmatise people living in hostels (the majority of whom are decent people who've fallen on hard times) but a hostel might not be the ideal environment for you just now.

I know from personal experience that in some of them there tends to be an element of hard drug and alcohol abuse; it goes with the territory I suppose. You don't need me to tell you that it's much easier to fall into a situation even worse than the one you're in (which sounds completely horrific btw) when you have willing partners in crime.

In any case, I hope whatever course of action you take turns out for the best, and as Monsta says this place is always here for you to vent at your leisure. Take care.
 
Aye thanks :) Yeah i know it lived in a rough one, (twas also a halfway house for prisoners aswel as NFA) for a bit in 08 and ther were all the stereotypes, violent alcys sly junkies and people thatd just given up, also plenty of decent folk too though. Generally would only be for a few weeks though and fingers crossed i'd know not to make the same mistakes twice, i just need out yaknow? Fresh start, and try & work my way up
 
Well I'm not the only one who wishes you all the best. That positive attitude and determination will stand you in good stead but I can't imagine it'll be very easy at all. Good luck.
 
The homeless hostel wont accept me, aint that a blow to the ego..
 
What reasons did they give for that, and who could possibly justify it? Is it because you're planning to discharge yourself or something?

It's devastating how many vulnerable people end up slipping through the cracks because of things like that.
 
Mugz said:
How many vulnerable cracks have you slipped into and left devastated SammyG? ;) :D
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As inappropriate as that joke was in light of Kronos' shitty situation, I still have to ... =D

Well done Mugzy - I'm sure CK won't begrudge a joke of that quality. Next: Mugz does stand-up at funerals and intensive care units?
 
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Haha made me chuckle =D, Cause of my past drug problems and record was the reason they gave. Ahh well, couch surfing or a crypt it is, least its a roof over my head :). On a lighter note, the wethers fucking horrible/freezing
 
SamhainGrim said:
As inappropriate as that joke was in light of Kronos' shitty situation, I still have to ... =D

Well done Mugzy - I'm sure CK won't begrudge a joke of that quality. Next: Mugz does stand-up at funerals and intensive care units?
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I'll start preparing a stand-up routine ready for the gigs you are going to line up for me then :D

It can go alongside my many other "projects" 8)
 
Mugz said:
I'll start preparing a stand-up routine ready for the gigs you are going to line up for me then :D

It can go alongside my many other "projects" 8)
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This reminded me of this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydAWaNg3UiM

LOL. I am a nightmare for unfinished projects. I really love the initiation and planning stage, but I get very little satisfaction from completion. It's generally enough for me to get to a point where I am convinced that I could have done it if I wanted to.
 
^^sounds like we are both fans of fads. I'm going to be turning my fads into completed projects from now on though. No more fads for me :D


Have arranged to have my doctors appointment on the telephone today as they didn't really want me going in with suspected Norovirus and spreading it all over the place. Hate waiting for phonecalls, was meant to be 10 minutes ago, hope she actually rings.
 
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Hitler the Speedfreak!

Didn't know about this, but if anyone is interested in finding out a little more about Hitler and what went wrong for him check out this:

http://www.amazon.com/Medical-Casebook-Adolf-Hitler/dp/0815410662

The book itself you'd have to buy, I personally haven't, but the reviews alone particularly 'One of many alcohol or other drug addicted despots, December 10, 200' really explains things well.

Pretty logical explanation for some things too, although baring in mind this was all after Mein Kampf so those sporadic thoughts he supposedly has (haven't read it either heheh) also hint that he possibly had some underlying mental issue. Something that people frequently speculate, bi-polar+phet = crazy rages and stimulant psychosis.

Don't really know why I posted this, but it didn't deserve a thread and found it interesting enough. I'm always interested in hearing those hidden drug stories that actually could possibly completely change perceptions on history. I never heard anything like this in school. History really is ridiculous in school these days on that note, I was told recently the other day that a friend's daughter has been told to say there is no paramilitaries in Northern Ireland any longer, if the stuff taught is that much bullshit and that's only about 15-20 years ago who knows what shite we are fed to believe - although it's not like we didn't know that eh.
 
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