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Random MSN Gibberings LXXIV: Don't call me Syd Barrett, baby...

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valium and MXE for meeee. theres another banger of a rave on tonight but cant really be assed, quite happy to chill and get a bit euphorically twistedly wonky. might have to have a bash on the DMT at some point
 
As if I would! ;)

I usually take love for granted though - I sell leftover love from wayward schoolgirls to lonely businessmen for a tidy sum...
 
SamhainGrim said:
Sounds bad about the benzos - did you get it resolved? I assume so, since you're able to type.

Yeah, I'm just having a beer now as it happens. Trying not to get back into the routine.
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Yeah all sorted now, a combination of my stupidity and people letting me down, taper in the new year once Xmas is outa the way, I went nearly 3 days with just a few shots of vodka and some Valerian root, got so bad I even cracked out the Chlorpromazine at one point. I've never been so glad to hear the posty ring the door bell !
 
How's the mxe coming along Dan?

What's everyone else in EADD land upto? I'm sat chilling watching Defiance with some wine. Was tempted for town earlier but test a couple mates who said they were staying in (they're now out haha) so pied it. That makes near a month off heavy drinking for me :)

Giving in and having a couple glasses wine now maybe smoke some DMT later if I can get it to work.
 
feeling absolutely fucking amazing. in the moment, perfect. content. feels like i can analyze everything. such a good clean uplifting feeling, euphoric in a different way. whole body is orgasmicly electric. got some Tool - The Grudge playing, its taking me on a ride. feel like im spiritually traveling. this stuff really is some wacky amazing drug, every experience is different, havennt felt like this before. flowing. brilliant. if i whacked some DMT ontop of how im feeling now i think id be in for one hell of a ride. life really is some weird shit
 
You're making me crave some mxe now colt mate! But to be honest it doesn't take much! :D
 
Hey, how is everyone tonight? I would love to be in on a beer and weed evening Sam! Take solace in the fact at least one person is jealous!

I'm sore as fuck! I'm hooked upto about 1mg of IV morphine per minute at the moment, how much will it hurt to stop this when I inevitably have to? I think the pain is feeding back on itself though cus a stoma+ constipation isn't what I'd call fun. I'm glad to be on a morphine pump and not at the mercy of nurses buggering around though :D


The guy in the bed next to me has the manners of an animal and it's doing my head in! I don't think he's chewed a single piece of food with his mouth closed since I got here, and he keeps on doing watery burps without covering his mouth or saying excuse me... Is it just me that hates bad manners, or am I being reasonable? It's not like I giveafuck about people putting their elbows on a table or whatever, just the basics y'know. Earlier he had weetabix for breakfast with extra milk, and he was like SCRAPE, SLURP, washing machine in mouth chewing like a cow,GULP, AHHH! Repeat... When he was finished he promptly opened his colostomy bag right up and stank out the room, and just to add insult to injury walked off to have a shower which just showed he could have bloody well emptied it off the ward all along. /rant!

Good luck with your getting back on the wagon acid! How long is your target for staying on this time?
 
Sorry your having such a shot time msb! It puts my problem into perspective, i'm not stupid enough to say I'll be on the wagon for good, but I'm definitely gonna give it a good few months! Before I started chipping a month ago I had been off it for two years, thought I was strong enough to handle it, just goes to shows the ease at which this drug can take a hold of you!

Is the morphine relieving your pain at all msb? I'm thinking of you mate <3
 
So you guys don't think I'm goiong mad? This guy is just being an inconsiderate wanker?

What are you coming off of acidtek, and how long has it been on it? I think I know, but I can't be sure. The morphine is helping, but it's never ever perfect. I've felt more pain than I've ever known over these last few days!
 
To be fair I'd be pissed off at the guy. :D

Probably best to keep the peace though, given the circumstances.
 
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