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Mugz said:
Going to addiction counselling in a couple of hours, hopefully that will help somewhat and will get me started and fulfill my intentions of getting off drugs and focusing on the other things in life.

Maybe work finding out about drugs is a blessing in disguise, means I am going to have to make 100% sure I use them less and have no more fuckups at all on them, I think that the episode the other week was definitely my last chance.
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Pleased to hear that went reasonably well for you. Sounds like you are getting opportunities to "explore / investigate" why you take drugs. This is a positive thing <3 Best of luck with it.

Yes I know taking drugs is nice, but I for one go beyond the it's nice to do - to - it's fucking stuff up and I don't like that - scenarios.

Afternoon EADD - my tummy hurts, I've blamed it on everything from booze abuse to gastric flu and am now wondering if I have poisoned myself from eating my homegrown NON organic veg..paranoia or what :\


Edit: call him Blue or Brimz, Brimz :-)
 
It would definately be better of out of the garden centre, it sounds like they are a bit cramped in their cage
 
ok you nagging fucks, been to a walk in centre, they had a look, its healing so no stitches needed, got some antiseptic stuff for it and some coco's so all should be well, as long as i keep it clean, the guy said there's no point going to a hosp as i would hear the same thing, so there, happy now? :P
 
Good on you BCF. )

Now could you spend a weekend without stimulants, hallucinogens or the grog, I wonder? ;)
 
SamhainGrim said:
Good on you BCF. )

Now could you spend a weekend without stimulants, hallucinogens or the grog, I wonder? ;)
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i fully intend on it, a stoned one for me, got me birthday coming in less then a month so saving my poor soul for that, can't be fucked drinking, although i was fine till whiskey got hold of me, the gf offered to get me a beer later and i flat out refused so there! lol, can't get phet at the mo and lucy is still waiting for her plane ticket over here so thats me all out of options other then a nice and chilled smokey weekend

actually feeling 32mg of codeine, its been a long time since opiees have entered me!
 
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breakcorefiend said:
ok you nagging fucks, been to a walk in centre, they had a look, its healing so no stitches needed, got some antiseptic stuff for it and some coco's so all should be well, as long as i keep it clean, the guy said there's no point going to a hosp as i would hear the same thing, so there, happy now? :P
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Nice one mate :D Now... about that wooden coffee table ;)

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Maybe you could get a pair of tweezers in anticipation of pulling splinters out of your ass next time you break out the whiskey :D
 
lol, nah, i've never been one for spirits, i only drank it as i was fucked already and it was at like 3am, then things went bad, i apparently opened the taxi door whilst driving and the driver had to lock it etc, urgh hearing the stories back is more painful the the injuries lol, it took 15 mins for the whiskey to hit me, by 4.30 am i was unconscious bleeding away into my boxers, lovely eh? lol so yeah wooden coffee table and no more spirits and i should make it to my 25th!
 
breakcorefiend said:
lol, nah, i've never been one for spirits, i only drank it as i was fucked already and it was at like 3am, then things went bad, i apparently opened the taxi door whilst driving and the driver had to lock it etc, urgh hearing the stories back is more painful the the injuries lol, it took 15 mins for the whiskey to hit me, by 4.30 am i was unconscious bleeding away into my boxers, lovely eh? lol so yeah wooden coffee table and no more spirits and i should make it to my 25th!
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When I was 17 I found a bottle of sambuca at a party and my last memory of the night is lifting it to my lips lol. I woke up covered in bruises, apparently I kept rolling down the stairs for fun. I also threw up purpley red shit (possibly blood) all over my mates bedroom, which he wasn't pleased about. All my mates convinced me i'd pulled some random bloke who had turned up at the party, which made me start questioning my sexuality big time lol. I was like 'im sure i'm not gay, but then I did kiss a bloke, so I don't even know who I am anymore'. Good friends aye! Luckily one of them had the heart to tell me they were fucking me about, but not before i'd rang my mum nearly in tears saying i've kissed a boy hahaha.
 
Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
When I was 17 I found a bottle of sambuca at a party and my last memory of the night is lifting it to my lips lol. I woke up covered in bruises, apparently I kept rolling down the stairs for fun. I also threw up purpley red shit (possibly blood) all over my mates bedroom, which he wasn't pleased about. All my mates convinced me i'd pulled some random bloke who had turned up at the party, which made me start questioning my sexuality big time lol. I was like 'im sure i'm not gay, but then I did kiss a bloke, so I don't even know who I am anymore'. Good friends aye! Luckily one of them had the heart to tell me they were fucking me about, but not before i'd rang my mum nearly in tears saying i've kissed a boy hahaha.
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ahh brutal mate! im lucky enough to have only made a prick outta myself infront of the gf, 2 hungarian mates, still though, not nice knowing they all have seen me in a less the suitable manner:\ i think i must of drank a good 12/13 pints before i saw the glass of whiskey and coke, then proceeded to finish everyone elses glasses and topped up the dregs of my beer with whiskey, ahh well one of lifes little blips eh, won't be happening again thats for sure!
 
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ahh brutal mate! im lucky enough to have only made a prick outta myself infront of the gf, 2 hungarian mates, still though, not nice knowing they all have seen me in a less the suitable manner:\ i think i must of drank a good 12/13 pints before i saw the glass of whiskey and coke, then proceeded to finish everyone elses glasses and topped up the dregs of my beer with whiskey, ahh well one of lifes little blips eh, won't be happening again thats for sure!
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I think you're just getting the binge drinking blues, rather than being bothered about what you actually did. I used to be able to drink like a fish and never give a shit. Now if I have over 10-20 units I feel like i'm a completely worthless cunt the day after, even if I was just having a quiet one. WORST DRUG EVARRR. On the plus side i'm giving some serious contemplation to doing some MDA mixed in with some MDMA at the weekend, i'm not the best at coping with comedowns though so I might just keep it MDMA!
 
BCF - obviously it's not ideal but anyone who's worth it will be worried rather than pissed off at you if you're acting in such a self-destructive manner. Were you doing it every week they might get a bit sick of it, but as long as you don't do so (and you make it clear you're working to phase out such behaviour, preferably through actions and not words) then any decent person should forgive you given time.

Sounds like your girlfriend puts up with quite a lot. I'm sure you care about her but remember to make that clear at times other than when you're utterly out of it. Otherwise I'll see you on the park bench in a few years' time. I'm joking. Am I?
 
im scared to touch serotonin releasing drugs after my last comedown, i think me and mdma need to part ways and say good bye, lucky on the mda though, although i don't think id buy it if i was offered it now, a month ago and i woulda bitten theyre hands off to get some!
 
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im scared to touch serotonin releasing drugs after my last comedown, i think me and mdma need to part ways and say good bye, lucky on the mda though, although i don't think id buy it if i was offered it now, a month ago and i woulda bitten theyre hands off to get some!
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How rough will I feel after a few 100mg bombs do you reckon? I've got lots of magnesium so my jaw doesn't go haywire as per usual. Got plenty of blues for the comedown, but i'm pretty sure blues make me sad once I stop taking those too. I guess that's why they say don't take more drugs to get out of problems that drugs have created lol.
 
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