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Random MSN Gibberings LXXI: My kingdom for those headphones

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Hey everyone, I had my follow up appointment today. They have accepted my alternative treatment plan, where i'm put on a course of strong immunosuppresants before going to colostomy which is brilliant! Apparently i'm absolutely fucked if the infection gets into the bone though :|.
 
parttime crackhead said:
I do. Was it you that shouted that? It's a banger.
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Ya it was...Its a tune that brings out the dark side in me anytime I hear it I feel up for goin' on a bender.I keep it locked away.There are a couple of good versions of it being played at clubs in youtube.One bad video quality in Italy where they go apeshit at a club
 
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Cheers mate, this is a pretty good outcome for me. Probably the best I could have hoped for :) I also found out that colostomies are no where near as bad as I had anticipated...
 
Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
Hey everyone, I had my follow up appointment today. They have accepted my alternative treatment plan, where i'm put on a course of strong immunosuppresants before going to colostomy which is brilliant! Apparently i'm absolutely fucked if the infection gets into the bone though :|.
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Good luck. The last part sounds ominous but if that's your preferred option then I'm glad for you. I'm sure I won't be the only one keeping my fingers crossed it turns out fine.
 
+1 on Sam, goodluck MRSB! I just had an appointment with my psychologist and it went really well, I think she's gonna be able to help me with my social phobia. I have a med review next week and it's quite likely she said that they will give me something to help me sleep which is good because my social phobia becomes so much worse when I have slept for three days, as you can imagine! I need to get it sorted because it's really crippling my life atm, it feels like bluelight is all I've got at the moment!
 
Acidtek said:
+1 on Sam, goodluck MRSB! I just had an appointment with my psychologist and it went really well, I think she's gonna be able to help me with my social phobia. I have a med review next week and it's quite likely she said that they will give me something to help me sleep which is good because my social phobia becomes so much worse when I have slept for three days, as you can imagine! I need to get it sorted because it's really crippling my life atm, it feels like bluelight is all I've got at the moment!
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Thanks man. I know partially where you're coming from with the social phobia thing; If I smoke high grade it's difficult for me to leave the house because I get really anxious. Are you smoking a lot of herb these days?
 
No not smoking any weed but yes that's exactly what it feels like all the time for me!
 
jancrow said:
Congrats on the organisation, chinup! Had a road to Damascus moment with that myself a while ago and stopped seeing it as something other people waste their time with, the digital equivalent of alphabetically ordered CDs.
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haha thanks. actually i learned the advantages of alphabetical CDs a while back when my boyf did mine cos he'd OCDd everyhting else already. as if by magic they're where they should be!!

MSB- that is fantastic. i am so pleased for you.

though what the fuck can an infection do in a bone? do you mean to the marrow? anyway i massively hope that this doesn't happen to you if it will result in major fuckage.
 
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Things got much better today, it's a wonder what getting out for a while and just taking your mind off things can do.

Also, as this is Random MSN Gibberings do many people use MSN anymore? I always have used it and think I always will but in the past year or two Facebook has really taken over as the main chat. Disappointing really for how buggy it is and I just really don't trust it, makes me cautious of what I type. I'm hoping it wont be slowly phased out. But then again I don't use the proper MSN client as it's terrible nowadays with the new stuff they've incorporated, I think you actually have to put in a First/Last name now. I use Trillian and Pidgin.
 
whats the point of the im fucked thread ? Is it to talk shit to other people whilst u have no partner in crime to chat with off your face or list out what drugs your on...It doesnt make any harm reduction sense to me.Nor is it a source of helpful information.I can understand the need to free threads of random chatter but.......(insert answer here)
If I was new too this site and rambled in here for harm reduction Id probably end up with a load more tools of self harm.I dont mean to be flaming.Im probably just projecting my inner chatter.

Rant over.

Good evening also !
 
As stated above. In the likes of the availability threads it makes things more direct to the topic, rather than threads of people being all loved up or tripping tits. Also, without it you'd have all those posts here and to be honest drunken saturday night ramblings are better elsewhere.

I quite like it! Don't know why but there are sometimes some okay discussions within it, it's crazy the amount some people here use every day/weekend. Role models <3
 
Ever wonder what you're doing with your life and where it will end up? I've been doing a lot of that today.
 
It makes me sad to read some of it for different reasons.The fact that someone could be influenced by it in a negative way is one.But theres plenty of temptation and information elsewhere.Why do people have to list out things.Im sort of stealing this from Dave Chapellle "I had 2 jaeger bombs two joints 40mg mxe and then I stood on one leg farted and eat some acid folllowed by more jaeger bombs" You either feel good bad or fucking indifferent.

Goodnight all Im gonna rest my weary analytical brain for the evening :)
Peace out

edit: To Spade - Yes Every fucking day
 
I wonder if I'll get up when I'm supposed to for work tomorrow or I'll just turn my alarm off and go back to sleep as I have every day for the past 2 weeks. Thankfully so far no one has noticed I've actually been late as we all work diff shifts each day.
 
TheSpade said:
Ever wonder what you're doing with your life and where it will end up? I've been doing a lot of that today.
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frequently. though i don't get very far, just fills me with dread. did you get anywhere?

on a comedic note my cat just had the biggest fail ever. failed to realise the top of the stair bannister didn't have floor on the other side and ended up having to grab it and climb back over in a fairly ungraceful style.
 
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